Bangkok!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally finally!! the pics are with me!!!!!

Lol! Me with my stuff from chatuchak! :p Okay, I shall shardap about myself. Below are the pics of us in Bangkok!

Us in Suvarnabhumi Airport on the 7th July 2007. Baru sampai Bangkok International Airport.

Our first makan shop the moment we reached Bangkok and checked in. Had some weird nasi goreng.. some green curry fried rice which cost quite abit. and not nice. heh!

Us waiting for GOH WEI LEE to find her way out from the Platinum shopping mall. Penat we tunggu. First, the guys were late by i think half an hour.. next gohweilee sesat kenot find her way out. pengsan.

Our first breakfast in Baiyoke 1 Hotel before going to Chatuchak!

Finally, a group pic of 12 heads instead of most of 11 heads only. All muka penat cam sialz after chatuchak! Let me intro: Girl in Pink:Midori, Daryl, Chek, Hairos, Ashwin, Glenn; next row.. punitha (in white)... front row.. allen, me, weilee, siewharong and audrey!

I duno. I like this pic. i think taken by Mid's canggih pic. Me n' Audrey! :D

Us at the Royalbarges National Museum. Got conned. wanna board on the place oso must pay.. den wan masuk must pay. stupid flers.

Us in Grand Palace.. very beautiful place.

Us ,... posing in front of the reclining buddha.

us in one of the stops..

The tuk tuk ride!!! hahahaa.. this one really drama.. stop tengah tengah traffic light.. mid's tuk tuk driver came down n run over the other side jzu to take us the foto! wahahahaha drama gila gila kao kao!

Again, I've got no words to describe this! wahahaha...

Us in Central World. We lost Siewharong, Pig and Midz.

Waiting to check in to leave bangkok and to come back to Malaysia on the 10 July 2007.

There we left bangkok. :( end of holiday. Next is Bali!!!!!!!!!!!! yay! hahaha...

That's all folks! chaoz!

B.A.N.G-C.O.C.K !!!

I can't wait for the rest of the photos la.. damn slow la processing from daryl kekekekeke :p
I only have 2 in my PC that I've gotten from Pig, so i post them up first la! :D

top, left to right : Ashwin, me, Wei Lee, Midori, Punitha, Audrey

down, left to right : Chek, Glenn, Allen, Daryl, Hairos(Rosie)

Photographer : Siewharong

Suvarnabhumi Airport taken on the 07/07/07! :) We excitedly just arrived in Bangkok International Airport. Baru arrive oredi took tons of photo. Seriously! lol. till got scolding from the liquor shop, kenot take foto, kenot take foto!

Back, left to right : Glenn, Allen, Siewharong, Audrey

Front, left to right : Punitha, Wei Lee and Me!

This was taken in an LRT in some station which I will never remember their names.. hehe. mind me, i am not Thai, though my skin colors regonizes me as one. heh. Daryl and Rosie are more of a Thai than I am. heh!

Anyway, that's all folks! I only have 2! until they gimme the rest!

Chaoz.. tmr another working day! wish me luck in the convention centre yo! :D

BANGKOK!!!

Woi!!!!!!!!!!! korang-korang with the pictures in bangkok and rosie with the videos esp the one we got perangkap at the airport exit.. where are the pics/videos????? I WANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT quick gimme man.. DARYL CHONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! quickly compileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and gimme mineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!

I so eager to see the fotoz man and to blog bout em! quick quick quick! KIN LEH!

hehe..

ok, end of post. :p

Sayonara!!!

Last friday was my final, oh yes, my FINAL day in Hong Leong Bank Berhad. I'm so glad it is finally over. All the housing loan shites, the car loans shit, the screwed up unit trusts, and insurance shit. Oh yeah, as well as the screwed up credit card. So yeah, screw those shits. I'm out of it.

Me and the work force of Taman putra Ampang. My boss presenting my farewell gift to me.

On my last day, i sent an email out to all PFC's nationwide with a huge goodbye. Got a number of emails full of "whys?". Like DUH! *rolls eyes* I dont know if they are asking coz they're ding dong enough not to realise how dumb and underpaid all PFCs are or asking just for the fun of it! I believe it is the latter, coz they all too complain bout it. isk.

My area!!!!

Anyway, had a pathetic farewell dinner. Me and Shyam wanted Fridays and damn all tak jadi shit. GOT KFC ONLY SIALZ!!!! reason, they dont wanan makan outside the bank coz all kena balik awal. wat the fuck. damn sien one lo they all! damn blardi no life sialz. I've worked there like 10 and half months and not even once i had 'drink' with them outside. That's how 'no life' they are! OMG. THANK GOD I'M OUT OR I'LL BE LIKE ONE OF THEM! gosh. crazy.

but inspite of all those, they are pretty nice colleagues tho. lol. unlike my former place that's full of political and back stabbing shites. But I just cant deny the fact of being at the state of 'no life'. Other then dat, it's all fine.

Had KFC and lepak-ed in office til like 8+. Chatted here and there. Said good bye to all of em. which i know one of them leaving them too very very soon. lol. die la hong leong bank. ngak! i dont care.

Tak sempat take photo with ah soh.. the lady who cleans our office every morning. Very nice lady which sayangs me alot too. =D She asked me to stay.. but.. i had to go also.. too much of problems to actually stay in hong leong unless if i want my career to be stuck there which i definitely dont want to.

Me and my happenning boss!

Me and Yoke Kheng the ABMMe and my lunch partner, Pei Wen!Me and Ros posing gambar maut! according to her. *lol*Me and Huey Yeng posing with tangan minyak KFC.Me and Mary posing gambar manja, as according to her too.This entah posing aper with Kak Nor.

This one pulak posing ngan pak guard razali!

Other then day, the day went pretty normal. As the usual. :) And today, I am officially a full-timer with Walton International Group. Not too bad for a monday start. I had appointment today. Gonna have another with a chartered accountant firm's director tomorrow and another with an ex HLG securities general manager.

Hope it all goes smooth and get the $ coming in while I get people to make more $! This is how it all works. A win-win situation. I make money and the investors double up their money! :) It's all 'bout the money, money, money ... =D

He went up to be with God.

I believe the title tells by itself. I only got to know bout this guy, named Wafi from Glenn and the rest about 2 weeks ago that he is suffering from lung cancer. And to worsen things, he's being informed of about another 9 months more to live. But he just left his family and friends this morning. That wasn't even 5 months! That was barely 2 months!!! Gosh.

And, I thought I had a pretty good day today. Went to work till like 2.30pm. Headed to Cadbury for my brand executive interview, while stuck with a bunch of 20 8-9year old international school matsalleh boys. They were so cute! My interview was done at 4.45pm which I headed home with lil' jam. Everything went on smooth till I saw Tim's post on Friendster that Wafi left. I was like OMG! It was a shock, really.

I don't know him personally, was a friend's friend but yet, I feel the grief. I mean, he's only 23 for God's sake! What has he done to deserve such a short life? I read through his blog earlier in the evening and notice this post in his blog. I think was posted somewhere end of last year.

My point is, finally i am coming to become a man of my own.Having a job,drawing my own path of life,all this decision making,is of my own choice.I am totally looking forward to the future.Finally.. i am a man with a plan.

He was just thinking to start a new life where he didn't even had the slightest idea that his life was going to end. He didn't even manage to get it started! damn. It got me thinking. Life isn't as what you see it is. I might plan this and that, I might plan to run my cafe 4 years from now with Midz and Aud but where will I be in 4 years time? I won't know. Nobody knows.

Had a chat with Danny yesterday in his car. He was telling me that I'm quite a spendthrift because I keep going for holidays. Well, probably he is right when it comes to holidays. Coz, i work and work with main aim to go for holidays. But, I just couldnt agree with him saying that im a spendthrift. I don't shop, I don't buy clothes every now and then, I don't even get perfumes that I want or watches that I want or even change my HP! I look into the menu and if possible, choose for the cheapest food! And I keep those money for my holidays! I'm not a spendthrift! To me, I don't know till when would I live. I do what I like doing, I go with my affordability. My holidays are usually Thailand coz it is affordable and yet makes me happy. I don't go for holidays now, when do I go? The day when I have to be with God? And when is that day? I don't know, you dont know. It might be 50 years from now and yet it might just be tomorrow.

Whatever it is, he is now up with God and not in HUKM suffering and trying to pull through. He's now healthily with no pain there, probably a better place for him. All we can do is to pray for his peace and his family. Sometimes things happen with no notice given. We'd just have to face it. This is life. It's not always a bed of roses.

Get out of the bank! It is Friday 1pm!

Today felt like a Friday, I don't know why. Probably i'm a weekend freak! which employee arent??? I won't like work for the company and die for the company! siow eh.. those who work on monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday and SUNDAY!!! crazy. Not as if i'm like handsomely paid!

Today at work.. as the usual rush rush rush.. coz month end.. boss wanna hit branch target.. I oso wanna hit my personal target.. so rush like sial. Den.. my boss told me a big joke. She showed me an e-mail. Which I don't know if I should cry or laugh. This has nothing to do with racism n all. But, it just gets me like.. "uh???" The huge .doc file content stated,

To all Muslim customers, banking transactions on Friday between 12.30pm to
2.30pm is highly discouraged.

And, suprisingly, the bank that serves purely HLIB are to be closed on Friday from 1230pm to 230pm. I am suprised, seriously. I mean, it is in their religion that they have to do their Friday prayers but I do know of some who doens't obey to it. I mean, we can't force them, can we? Ironic, isn't it? Same goes to Christians who ponteng Church and sleeps at home. I'm not saying it's not right, but why?

Okay. Enough bout bank. Last Monday night, I bang my baby Myvi. I bent the bumper and I broke my heart. :( I CRIED THE WHOLE NIGHT MAN!!!!! damn freaking and fucking sedih wei! I've never officially banged people's car in my freaking life and now I bang someone's car with my own small carelessness with my new MYVI! I went to check out the car day before yesterdayy.. the fler's car was as good as new.. with no dent at all. Sah lah kereta lama lebih keras dari kereta baru. my car like plastic toy car. The fler driving an old iswara.. same quality cam I punya saga. Keras macam bulldozer. I remember when I was being banged by a stupid special edition Wira, the fler teruk kao kao, me only some scratches and kemek abit. this time.. i understand how the other party felt. My car was like.. quite bad in damage :( for a light touch on the iswara.. wat an expensive lesson i've got. It cost me RM260 juz coz of that kiss i had on that iswara. I hafta ketuk back out the bumper and also the side besi on top of my tire as the alignment lari d. i wasnt able to open my passenger door that day coz of the alignment. Then, I resprayed the whole bumper and now my car is back to normal. But I could still see some defects on it. It wasn't as pretty as it used to be. It is as if my car went through a plastic surgery. :(

Today had dinner with Shyam that's leaving HLB tmr. Had been a nightmare for her in TPA branch. As well as for me too. HLB scared me and I wouldnt want to ever work under any Hong Leong Group of Companies anymore. I called Klang branch today due to some housing loan shit just to find out the PFC helping me there.. is his last day in the branch. Everybody is leaving the bank, especially the financial consultants. HLBB train and Alliance, UOB and OCBC take for free. Stupid hlbb. Idiotic management with idiotic ideas and moronic 'schemes'. No wonder people leave and it's so hard to hire. Just look at the sit next to me, I wonder how long will it be vacant. Ever wondered why uh? Morons.

Now, should I tender my letter next week or the middle of the month? :( Im in a crisis. Fuck.

The Curve

Yes, I'm a Curve freak. Was there on Friday and again today. My same spot today but different book. Finished the earlier one already. Now it's "my 3 husbands". I was being forced to blog this entry by Allen Tan on whatever happenned in Curve the past Friday.

I had a perfectly fine Friday. Went to work.. chao.. went home rested and mandi.. and headed to Curve to meet up with Melia, Pig, Glenn n Allen. Had dinner in Hooked which amelia even written the comment on the comment sheet even before dinner was served which supposedly we'd be in the running to winning some shite. can't remember wat. At approximately 10pm.. we walked over to Laundry bar @ Italiannies. We yak yak yak.. n had our Heinekken..in n out of toilet coz over loaded with liquid. At about 2am.. when i started to feel a lil unwell.. n when we were about to go back.. we stood up..

And I remember i held onto allen's shoulder with my left hand and amelia on my right hand.. and i said.. i wasnt feeling very good. Next thing i know.. i drop down , black out. just for a few seconds.. den they'd held me up n dragged me to the sidewalk. Where I sat and turned white. Well, pale would be a better word. It was a familiar feeling which I once had in the LRT when i was on these fucking crazy diet which i dont consume sugar at all, inclusive of fruits! But now, i'm on perfect meals and all.. so i dont know wat caused that. Am gona go to the doc tmr tho.

Allen n Pig got me a bottle of water from TGIF which I heard from them the supervisor was nice enuf to give it for free. Drank the water.. bla.. went toilet a lil bit.. and i was perfectly fine. Or at least I felt i was perfectly fine. But they'd didnt trust me enough to drive back. *lol* but yeah.. i drove back also at the end with wei lee tailing me at the back. I'm a stubborn bitch, I know. :)

The end of pengsan story. Now yawl can comment and kutuk as much as u want. *lol*

Tootyyy . . . I see tooty everywhere !

In my earlier post, i spend my whole day in curve. Den.. that same night.. pig asked me if i wanna go yamchar or not? coz the weather was so hot.. she wanted to have some lolo! Infact, the day before.. the saturday.. there was a conversation that took place like that over the msn.

Pig : wei.. isetan got sales man!!! go buy heels!!! I bought wei.. 70%
off!!
Me : oh.. izit? wah how much arh?
Pig : Mphosis! Only RM21!!!
Me : wah!!! so cheap ah? u sure or not? Not RM210? i dont trust u.
Pig : Yeah la idiot. Eh.. since got nothign to do now.. wan go klcc
or not? I Bring you go buy.
Me : :/ uh huh! *fyi it was 1.40pm* err.. sure orn ot? den i go mandi
now.
Pig : sure laaaa. wann or nottt?
Me : Ok la.. i go mandi now..
Pig : but hor.. wait let me calculate some time.. by the time i come out
from the house.. i reach your house oredi 2.10.. den reach klcc 2.30 den 4 pm i
must be home.. so meaning 3.30 must go d. I think we go tmr la.
Me : !f#($&*#(*#$#($*)($*!!!!!!!!!

So.. when conversation like that can take place.. i don't .. err.. put much hope on a sunday night at 11pm when we both got work the next day! But miracally.. she came!

Just before taht.. we were also talking over msn.. n she went like that.. eh u know ah.. this place in kepong.. call jinjang wei! got nice lolo! come we go eat.. but hor.. i not sure wehre is it.. it's somehwere where have to turn down.. dont go up flyover.. got roudabout.. must turn 3o'clock... hrm.. wanna try? classic wei! ask me wanna try. *pengsan* so .. my replied to her was... "why don't you try while i sit in?" *heh*

So.. we drove all the way to kepong.. n believe it or not.. we sesat. hrm.. konon stupid carrefour signboard.. written there 5km ahead.. we follow jer la.. ended up in mrr2. like bodo. till i hafta call my friend. and finally .. i think after 40 minz.. we foudn the place. gosh!

As the name was.. jinjang.. we sat down to have our lolo. Then.. came this couple.. where the girl.. dressed.. errrhm.. something like tinker bell.. but just.. errr.. uglier. :X 1st prove of jinjang-ness. den.. next thing we know.. this konon drifter.. came n drifftttttt the car before turning into the corner. damn! crazy.. 2 nd prove of jinjang-ness. Enough is enough. *gosh*

Then.. on the way back.. we ta pao-ed Limau Barli... sedap wei.. then we minum minum before getting into the car.. den best part is on the way back.. I had the farniest 'joke' in my life wei. And the conversation went like that,

Me : wei .. i think u shud start boiling some barli limau at home
Pig : yes man! Den.. i give u the char.
Me : Woi.. must only give me if nice.
Pig : but hor.. i think if i boil .. i dowan to put in the bijik bijik
thing.
Me : @#&@#*!@#&
Me : but hor.. i think those bijik bijik thing are called BARLEY!

I rest my case.

And.. i wasnt allowed by her to blog about it. And if I do, i must censor her name to *toot* and thus.. she changed from a pig, to a fish and now a tooty. Which, she obviously wanted to be the mini yellow tweety bird. But, i think tooty suits her more.

So, the end of tooty story.

Happy Mother's Day!

A wonderful Mother's day to all mothers out there! And to all of you out there, appreciate ur mummies!!! Tell 'em you love 'em!!!! And make sure u do! Probably.. make 'em a home made card or even home bake cake! Tell 'em!! Show 'em!! when you get to becoz it's when you don't get to that you'd want to. So, tell 'em, show 'em that you love them before you are unable to. There were alot of mummies in church this morning and pastor prayed that they would be able to take good care of their families, be a strong mum and to be dependent upon God in their home. And I prayed that my mummy be happy up there in heaven. :) I wanted to wish mothers a happy mothers day.. so i sms-ed all the mothers in my handphone a wonderful mother's day. Happy Mother's Day, mummy!

I was a lone ranger today, even in the church.. hehe.. coz i got up late and was unable to go for first service where my ah yee was in. So, I went to 2nd service at 11am alone. Had lunch in kayu with nick for abit den went off to Curve, the usual routine, Curve. I'm practically there on weekends either with frenz or alone. You'd probably believe it that I have a share in the Curve's stakeholder list. *gosh* Had my time going through clothes in Nichi and Borders. Ended up buyin books in Border.. RM40 flew off. Decided to have a Macciato. Thus, landed my ass on Starbucks' chair @ Borders. Sat there for a good 3 hours while reading through 'My Best Friend's Girl', an interesting book with an interesting story line.. and yet not so long winded. Met Shaun for a bit as he was working upstairs in Cosway. He came down n had a cup of coffee with me and of coz a small chat before he rushed back up to sell more cosway products! *heh*

I then walked over to O'Briens' to pack sandwich for dinner. They serve damn good sandwiches. They cost bout RM13 each but once you've tried 'em, you wanna try 'em again. :) trust me. I'm not a person who would pay RM13 for a sandwich! But, I did. So.. yeah. :)

Came back home.. and gave my grandma a call to wish her a mother's day too. *lol* and she complaining I didn't come back. *hehe* And.. yeah.. now I'm seated in front of my PC, blogging. And, tomorrow's another blue monday.

Happy Mother's Day!

- Malaccan Thread ™ : Edisi Cuti-Cuti MT v1 -

Malaccan Thread grew and grew!!! It was our first cuti-cuti MT for the spammers of Malaccan Thread! Our destination was Port Dickson, and we stayed in Corus Paradise Resort. Apartment was so-so.. we were 'upgraded' to the penthouse.. the so called pent house.. which the tangga sounds as if it's gonna runtuh. *lol* But, all in all, we all experience the same thing, FUN. =D

I love this sunset one. very nice!

I see me n another 2!

Prolly, this is Eddy's hidden talent. hrm...

Scenic Photos, courtesy of Eddy! Nice photos taken with his canggih HP!

We chilled there.. literally chilling. We lepak-ed in the apartment most of the time during our PD trip. We reached, we checked in and we lepaked by playin cards. Till dinner time.. we had a good seafood dinner.. den back to apartment, and chilled by playin cards, beer a lil here n there and tid bits a lil here n there. Then.. we played cards whole nite n chatted whole nite.. den tido.

Next morning.. i woke up at bout 7am.. sleepily walked down the stairs.. had a card game with em.. while facing the beautiful wide sea.. with morning breeze.. den came misfit, toink toink.. ehhhh rainbow! den.. only i looked.. yea lah!!! rainbow wei.. from the middle of the horizon.. i can't explain how relaxing and beautiful it was :) We met chee leong, misfit's fren for breakfast of half boiled egg with roti bakar at a local kopitiam.. damn! u know how slow is dat town??? damn rilek wei! but den.. if i stayed there for a month.. i think i'll rot. :x

Can you see the rainbow!!! Soooo boootiifulllll!!!!

When we got back to hotel.. we went to the sea to main air.. first david and kamwah went down.. n celup themselves in the sea. den me and eddy came tagging along.. eddy straight jumped into the sea.. while me see left see right.. konon la.. duno to swim.. den dis dumbdumb david swam towards me.. den slowly walked out the sea.. and said this to me,

"Bu, ini di mana ya?"

Bodo mia david! konon.. swam all the way from indon!

Then, i went into the water. And got attacked! See, I'm surrounded and attacked as I was protecting myself. *poor me* Sorry if im exposing some sexy bodies here. *lol*

Then, we had a 'group' celup air photo with the guy behind me.. having the 'superman' pose. The others.. kurang sporting.. dowan to celup themselves into the water. ish!

And, i wasn't just attacked in the water! I was also attacked in the apartment! Seeing is believing!

And finally, a group photo of different versions.. and readyyyy....

clik clak!den.. another time... by misfit.. tak sempat nak senyum.. he oredi chik chak!

then.. another time.. ready...... chik chak! this time ok abit. *lol*

.. but i didnt realised those dumb dumbs were doing somethign on my head till i saw the photos!

It was all fun. You'd better not miss out cuti-cuti MT v2!

*TwinKle-tWinkLe StAr*

Twinkle-twinkle little star

How I wonder what you are

Up above the sky so high

Like a diamond in the sky

okie, good nite.

Knowledge Group

As I looked back at my photos in KGC, how I missed those times I had there. Tho the management sucks, still not as sucky as KMDC. I enjoyed my time there despite the stupid rules of not being allowed to go toilets or make coffee half an hour after work start and half an hour b4 work ends. I had friends, YOUNG ONES, unlike HLBB now. Every weekend, i look forward for the Monday. Why? Coz I enjoy being at work, not doing the work. I enjoy the company that I get at work, I enjoy the taboo sessions, I enjoy the charade sessions and I enjoy the satisfaction of closing a deal. :) I've learn lots there esp. on how to get rid of secretaries! Getting a deal and the whole floor celebrates for u.. nothing beats that satisfaction. The happiness you feel within you, I have never felt the same in all the other sales that I closed in any other companies. Imagine 1 sale and other 30 flers celebrates with you. If that's not satisfaction, tell me wat's satisfaction.

Man I miss KGC, so blardi much. I missed team building and I miss X'mas parties! :) I miss bowling times and I miss pool times. I miss Friday meetings and I miss lunching in the stuffy place. Knew good people from there and of coz a few lousy ones too. But hey, I could keep the good ones with me, always. :)

I miss Theng theng, I miss Az, I miss Ryan, I miss Ben, I miss Suren, I miss Prakash, I miss G, I miss Eugene, I miss Michelle, I miss Shan, I miss Yasmin and I even miss JC and Suresh! Though some of em gave a very bad impression to all, I still feel withouth 'em, then there's no fun! Like how the "company" name, Alpha-Q was being pronounced by Yasmin over n over again and still not getting the meaning.

I had a great time in KGC, times which I will never forget. Times which I can't get anywhere else.

Cho Seung-Hui

I bet everyone heard about or seen the scene on cnn or watever local news about the Korean guy who murdered 32 college kids in Virginia Tech. I don't know really to think of Cho as a murderer or pity him. But, a big portion of me.. feels pitiful for him tho. Even tho he killed 32 others. From what I seen, I felt that he has nobody to turn to, nobody to talk to and nobody even loved or cared for him. Most prolly they were all bullies around him, making him a laughing stock that made him feel so low about himself. Everyone has their limits. Even when one work.. one can turned psycho due to overstressed from work. Probably same went to him. He was down with mental illness, probably due to the stress he gets from his peers and those that look down at him, not being an American who's living in America. He did it because he hated them, the Americans. He was filled with anger and hatred. And yet, nobody he could face. Making him a quiet and reserved person, as what being told by him suitemate. Probably this could bring a lesson to those bastards out there who doesnt watch their mouth, who doesnt give a fuck about how people feel. Those that their brains are stucked in their ass. It's advisable to take 'em out of their asses and fix it back in their head. If they had been a better person, this wouldn't have happenned.

On the other hand, I would have to say that Cho was also wrong in randomly murdering all 32 students. He could probably like murdered the bastards instead of young innocent kids in the college. He did that out of anger and clasifying all of them into the same category which he was obviously wrong. Not all Americans are the same. And definitely killing 32 was a huge wrong-doing. But again, he was mentally unstable due to all these exterior factors.

I was so into the case today.. out of no where.. thus, go and look into youtube and all for videos and all. There's this one titled, "Rest In Peace Cho Seung-Hui" which I wanna share here. But wasn't allowed to be embedded. Thus, the link is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T8WdKkv5ABs

I quoted this from The Star online which again, I wanted to share. Source : http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2007/4/22/worldupdates/2007-04-21t233821z_01_nootr_rtrjonc_0_india-295102-1&sec=worldupdates

"I just wanted you to know that I am not mad at you. I don't hate you,"
read a note among flowers at a stone marker labeled for Cho. "I am so sorry that
you could find no help or comfort."

Some hated him while some pitied him. As for me, I pitied him. He would have been a happier person if given the chance to. He was only 23.

Sunday, April 22nd 2007. *edited version*

Had a tiring weekend. Wasted my whole saturday in Midvalley Exhibition hall selling fucking credit cards which are unsellable. I kena this thing from a random guy i spoke to;

Me : Afternoon mister, do you have a credit card?
A : Yes, I have. Thanks.
Me : Wattabout HLB?
A : No, thanks.
Me : Why not give a try to our service?
A : Okay, tell me bout it. What are your gifts?
Me : Erhm.. mug, umbrella or pouch! Then, u get to spin the wheel and if u
hit the stars, u get additional gifts!
A : erhm.. errr. mug? umbrella? tell me your most expensive gift
there.
Me : Thermos!
A : Nah.. not intersted .. the gift not attractive at all! Wat bout the
annual fees? free for life?
Me : Errr.. no.. waive for 2 years but u can just try us out first.. if we
really provide a good service to you, or else u can juz cancel the card
off.
A : Why no free for life? even citibank offer me free for life!
Me : err.. i can't control that. Depends on management!
A : haha.. i know.. it's okay..
Me : Aight.. no probs.. u have a nice day! :)
A : you too.. bye.

How to sell la?? u tell me? all weak points. stupid hong leong bank. fucking pathetic cheapskate! stupid marketing people. doing fucking job. when will the management ever hears? fucking deaf.

okay enuf bout stupid hong leong.

THEN! I left the fucking pathetic roadshow at approximately 6pm. Headed to gym to mandi n make up.. and den. headed to allen's place... and then we all sama-sama headed to Bukit Jalil!!!!!!!! for ... GOOD CHARLOTTE CONCERT!!!!! :) We had a good four hours there in bkt jalil.. but somehow or rather.. i think 70% of the audience there arent genuine GC fan. like me. heh. and melia. heh. and wei lee of coz. allen i duno. :p we enjoyed more of Jason Lo den GC. damn. hahaaa.. dats coz i only know few songs of GC.. haha.. and jason lo sang the songs wehre we practically know all. kaka.. one buck shot.. wasnt'... entertaining for us tho. lol. but Estrageds' "Itu Kamu" was damn gud la. very nice song :) others.. errr... not relaly tho. unliek jason lo's OLD NEWS PAPER! lol. stupid song.. but sing-able. heh! coz it's stupid. lol. he seems to like to sing alot on environmental friendly songs. heh. After all ended.. we minum at the mamak opposite allen's place. Allen and his all time favourite indomee as the usual. I dont know what is with he and indomee. it's juz maggi + telur mata kerbau. He seem to be like eating it in all the mamak he goes. like me, drinking ice cappucino in all cafes i go. At least, im normal .. haha. it's coffee .. not MAGGI MEE. why huh allen? why? it's unhealthy, it taste normal.. like .. well.. maggi. so, why? hrmmm.. weird allen. At the end, i oso ordered indomee. heh. im under influence, that makes a whole lot of difference. Allen's possessed by the indomee spirit.

Today had a great time out in curve wit melia.. she hurt my legs by making me walk the whole curve.. ikea and then even tesco! End up i bought more groceries in tesco den her. damnit! pokai. Had our lunch in this place called Zone. Quite a nice place in cineleisure.. pricing also okay.. for finger food and all.. it's not bad. Customer service was quite nice.. the cashier fler was quite nice too.. juz their service was a lil' slow.

Me n melia was deciding to watch eitehr tornado, sunshine or Catch and release. We made some .. i choose this u choose that.. guess this guess that.. ended up with sunshine. Which was a lil' too 'technical' for me n melia. We dont really understand the whole damn thing. haha. first, we reached a lil late to the cinema.. thanx to melia bodo mia seluar :p

Out of no where.. was this scene.. den suddenly another scene. but overall.. it was okay la.. story line was there.. juz dat people like us.. dont appreciate much of those kinda movie. thanx to melia i watch that movie. heh! :p i didnt even know wat the heck was that movie bout. lol. Probably we should have went for Tornado or Catch and Release. lol.

Had our dinner in Chef leong.. or chef loong.. or some chef shite in ss2. Some finger food.. quite interesting cafe.. that serves only thong sui and finger food.

I reached home.. hujan lebat kao kao.. just to get into my house.. get upstaris for a lil bit.. den it stopped raining. idiot.

And.. tmr is another fucking working day. damn.

Good nite everybody.

Good Things in Life

I am referring to the previous post. That Saturday.. we hung out in Asian Havana.. sempena birthday siewharong. I managed to tangkat allen to sit beside me. Then suddenly he sound me!

"Eh, i read ur blog on the good things in life. I wanan scold you already." I
was like.. why? memang wat! " I really wanna scold u! WE ARE THE GOOD THINGS IN LIFE LA! "

Well.. when he said that.. it actually sounded my mind.. true enough :) they are my good things in life. :) Guess it's all fate. Was in the same uni for 4 years.. and i didnt even knew they existed! but thanx to midz! that I met them.. that they are part of my life now. :) and yes.. THEY ARE INDEED the good things in life. :)

And now, i can't wait to go Bangkok with all of 'em! :) well.. erhm.. except Gary. *lol* sorry gary, i didnt mean it :p

Quote

I try to see the good in life.
The good things in life are hard to find.

Was just thinking bout this phrase for a few days already. The good things in life are hard to find.. or rarely could be found. Or at least, for me.

Comment if you agree or don't. I agree.

Xing Ming @ Cheng Beng

If it weren't for Baozzz to ask wat was my last entry, I would have forgotten that the last time I blogged was 2 weeks ago. such a long time! i used to blog almost everyday. lol. blame hong leong.

I travelled back on friday in a freaking heavy + thunder storm rain.. was really really skery.. the lightning looks as if they were sooooooooo near. It took me more den 2 hours to reach melaka. The jam was bad.. then the rain started to ease a lil' in labu, seremban. Then, I SAW RAINBOW!! :) can't remember when was the last time i saw a rainbow! :) so pretty!

Cleaned my mum, grandmother, great grandfather and greatgrandmother(i think) graveyards.. The usual 4 graves that we clean year in, year out. My dad as usual bought like so banyak benda to burn for my mum. I really wonder if they actually 'receive' those things. My sis told me dad actually bought HP also! And the person who works in the prayers shop actually asked if my dad wanna purchase a digital camera too! was like.. i dont know la.. if these things are for real that they receive or these people are juz tryign to make as much money as they could from the dead. I asked my sis, digital cam for wat? to take pictures tehre and send email to us to show the pics of her life tehre? not to say wat.. but... sometimes i feel, the things that suppose or needed to burn for 'em there is okay.. like those gold papers and all.. for their life to be better on the other world. But, laptops, digi cams, handphones.. ? digicams has not even existed when my mum was still here! I think i'll ask my grandmama when I go back melaka for her piece of thought. She is a strong buddhist, perhaps she could answer me better? But, all she asked me to do was to buy a flowers there which I didnt' coz damn late d when i reached on friday. and we went for the graveyard-cleaning activity at 7am the next day.

I was freaking tired la that saturday. Came back.. rest a lil. went out wit ching, melia, danny n danny's bro, jason. had sushi king.. and coffee bean. den back home buot almost 730.. mandi n straight shoot out to meet the others in Kota. Reach oni kena pawn. sialz. Those who were there from Malaccan Thread was Baozzz, Misfit, Ed, David, Kamwah, cockroach, catacomb, and wat-ever-his-name-is-i-dont-care. I mean, come on la, just a name rite? so hard to tell? fuck it. Hate to keep asking. You wanna tell, u tell, or esle, bah! We crawled over to Asian Havana after that.. the freaking young fler owning the cafe must be a rich fler by himself to actually have the cash to renovate the place. It is a pretty cool place to hang out.. well.. more my type. Thats my alternative to friends already. :) the only 2 place i lepak in mlk. heh. friends.. used to have the 'english-speaking' effect.. due to the crowd... but.. now.. got invaded by the aliens. ish. makes it a lil uncomfortable for me to go there nowadays... except in the noon where there's only few tables occupied. Not being stereotype, I just ... like similar people!!! no offence. everyone has their own preferences... only they dont speak up.

GOT CAUGHT IN A FUCKING HORRIBLE JAM TODAY ON NORTH SOUTH HIGHWAY. gosh! crawl crawl crawl from pedas linggi.. right up to after seremban. damnit. The roadworks will never get done. It takes forever for the UEM builders to build the damn fuckign road. i think they calculate by sq mtrs day by day when they are doing the blardi road. With the high volume of traffic today due to cheng beng and the roadworks which added to the bonus.. caused a fucking crawl. damnit.

Now, in my room ... relaxingly blogging. heh! and going to bed in awhile.. and ready for a 'fight' in the blardi stupid bank tmr. Any of you people wanna consider working in hong leong? PLEASE, I BEG YOU, THINK TWICE. I made my mistake for not thinking thrice.

Good nite.

Saturday, 17th March 2007.

I had my car washed today, now.. clean n clear.. was in 1U today to watch 300 with Allen, Glenn, Ashwin, Snoop Dogg, Midz, Daryl n' Damon. Had some kinda teatime with Ash at waffle world, just to see Benny Tan Kah Hoon!!! passing by. My blardi ex which i've never seen for the past 4 years. Thank God I didn't break down like how i used to. I saw him held a girl's hand and oh yes, I must admit that I am glad .. with wat i saw. She wasn't pretty, and i meant, not even a single bit. I think my muka also more pass then her. Allen said I kutuk kao kao.. and that's coz she's not puji-able. heh! Benny, didn't get any better either. damn. am i just being sour grape? I don';t know. Fuck it. It's just benny anyway. Screw it.

Anyway, 300 was.. a ... disappointment! well, at least to me. I expected better! The computer graphics that's being used... is so... COMPUTER-ED! at least.. make la some graphic which doesnt look so FAKE! It was so graphic-ed that it looked so damn fake. Pretty slow and ok story but too many creatures around. geez. ok, i shall stop kutuking before I'm being kutuk here. lol.

Went to hartamas square for dinner while watching MU, with them scoring 4-1. Went to Kelvin's gig just to miss his performance. damn.

den mamaking.. den balik.. den tido.. and fucking work for blardi hong leong tmr.. unpaid fyi. 10-8. fuck.

good nite.

Tick Tock Tick Tock ...

Sound of a ticking clock, a human clock that moves so fast in time and that I've gone through 23 years and 3 months of life. All in a glimpse of an eye... from a kid, to a kindergarthen girl, to a primary school librarian, to a stubborn high school girl, to a bubbly uni girl and now a working woman with nothing but a lifeless job. I was driving back from work today as I heard over the radio a malay song.. sang by God-knows-who but it was about the past days.

Going back to my primary school days.. it was the best time ever where I don't have to think anything. All I need to know is UPSR is in Std 6 and that's pretty much about it. Don't hafta worry bout job, relationship, friendship.. all's there with no worries. I used to hang out so much with Rae that even the bus man thought I moved! We did stupid stuff which till now I find it stupid. I'd get down the bus with her at her house, we have lunch at her place.. den we lepak in her room. We'll take a tape recorder.. and we record our voices with stupid tones and animal sounds. Then, we'll play it over and over again and laugh. Bout 4pm, Rae will walk me back to my house...with her cycling la. We did that almost everyday and not get bored of it. On Mondays, we'll go for our persatuan thingy.. where we'd go to ching's house to wait for the time for the persatuan thingy. And there's where Ching's dog actually chased me all around the house til up the chair. heh. i'll never forget that. We'd did lotsa stuff, playing swing in ching's house.. it's all our childhood, our worry-free childhood life.

Highschool was a good memory too. Runnign out of school during school hours with the staffroom located at the front door was a challenge which we managed to escaped for the years in highschool. As we moved on to uni, life was still as sweet as honey. All we need to do is study and prepare for exam. It all ended 4 years later. Where we all stepped into the working world.

Working world.. that's where my worries all started. Sometimes I felt so vulnerable, so easily being harm and so open to any sorts of hurtful event. Perhaps I did a mistake coming to KL for a 1K basic pay job. But I'd thought I'd get a better one as I strive here, but my thoughts did let me down till to date. Looking at others achieving and excelling in their jobs, do made me have a green eye. How do I excel when I'm not given a chance? I looked for it, but no opportunities given or may I say, no luck was there. I was never lucky in life. Be it job, relationship, family and all those shites, I was never lucky. At times, I feel like giving up, I feel like let everything go, I feel so fucking down. Which part of life have I ever succeded? Career? still as unstable as a small boat in a big sea. Relationship? None was proper and none gave me the security but only problems and not even being a single bit serious. Think I wanan hop r'ship? No, I don't. Think I wanna hop job? No, I fucking don't. I'm tired. Very very tired. I wanna break down but I don't know where to. Anyone really knows my problem? I'd say nobody. Nobody actually knows what I'm goign through, nobody knows what i'm feeling. What everybody see is the outside of me. Nobody knows me, not my family, not my friends.

I really wish I could turn back the clock, going back to my past life. No worries at all. Nothing to think of. No career to think of and no relationship to think of. At least I wont' be so broken apart inside. Why must time pass by so fast? Why must we only have 365 days in a year? Why is there only 24 hours in a day? I don't wanna go on with this life, not in this way.

* N D R * N * Y * *

Wanna buy a vowel? A E I O U. I guess this is sorta like a revenge post. damn. Ever since i Left KMDC, some colleagues there went tru hell. Some stil there, some not there anymore. To my suprise when I paid a visit today that it's left with only 4 employees in KL sentral office. Let me spell that out for you.. 4, F O U R, FOUR, four!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can u blif it?

Vowels need to be bought at the top coz names aren't suppose to be mentioned in blogs or I might get sued like how jeff got sued. geez. So, this bitch aka female dog is really a pain in the ass. A fucking asshole bastard. Now pushing all things to Ali to handle her fuckign job while she doesnt know a shit about it. Ask her to administer, i think she'd rather choose to hang herself. fucked up bitch. Beyond words description. Damn.

I've never seen someone being paid so well and not doing a single shit and still remain in the company while others get sacked due to restructuring. I salute her on her she plays her cards well.. or maybe... hehe.. OVERslept with someone? geez. I dont wanna imagine. Her sleeping with either one of them? geez. if that's true, they'd had really really and I meant REALLY bad taste.

I believe her day will come.. well, someday. When she's out of cards to play with. perhaps, she'll start playin with joker and make her whole life a joke. damn. She's a bitch that controls her husband when her husband is the one bringin in the bucks for her fucking shopaholic attitude. Just hopefuly her husband would go fuck someone else, blardi divorce her and him winning the custody over the children. At the same time, her fucking attitude get realised by some of those idiots sitting top there now (who aren't realising her fuckign attitude for some fucking donkey years) , eventually, get her sacked out of the company. THat's the day she has nothing at all and that's the day i'll call her to congratulate her. Anyway, that's what she deserved.

Infact, that's considered lil as compared to how she actually tortured people. Even a 2-week employee in the company sees her attitude, I don't see a reason why the people above dont? Are they really blinded? Or are they pretending to be blind? Or are they being accidentally overslept with? I don't know. You do the maths.

I-feel-like-a-fucking-looser

I feel like a fucking looser! I just screwed up in my BAT interview, did a small mistake, which I felt is kinda big n affecting the whole damn thing. Now, I really really feel like fuck! damnit!

I'll get my answer tomorrow from Amit, all I can do now is pray for the best. I fucking want a marketing job and it's damn fucking hard to get one. Screening after screening, stages after stages, and i screwed it up in the 3rd stage.

Even worst, when had a small chat with Amit before my interview, he told me.. they usually take people with CGPA of 3.2 and above. I was like.. wtf? I'm 3.14! damn! But, he told, yesterday.. out of the 8 interviewees, only 3 got tru.. and a guy with 3.8 got eliminated too.

*damn*

BAT !!!

I've got a call from Amit of BAT today at 5.45pm and he required me to go for an interview at 11am tomorrow morning, really short notice. geez. but I would still make it! Needed to leave HLBB badly and get a proper marketing job in a proper company. BAT is really really tough to get in.. and stages.. bukan main banyak berlambak lagi!

Stage 1 : English and Mathematical Test

Stage 2 : Phone Interview

Stage 3 : Interview with Recruitment and Line Manager (tomorrow)

Stage 4 : Group discussion (case study and all)

Stage 5 : Interview with another manager

If I'm not mistaken that's the flow for stage 4 and 5. Hopefuly I do well tomorrow and I will keep my post updated on my status!

*pray for me!!!*

GONG XI FATT CHAI ! ! !

Happy Chinese New Year to my family and all my friends! It has been a great 1 week for me in Melaka.. although this post came in a lil late.. on the ..11th day of chinese new year, but hey! it's still cny wat!

This year economy crisis.. ang pow alot lesser than any years before. I took leave the entire week thus, not getting angpow from customers in the bank. Loosing perhaps bout RM70-100. geezz.. i collected like RM40 in these 2 days only while my senior collected like RM500. *geez*

Had a good time on the 2nd and 3rd day of CNY. Spend my 2nd day with my mum's side, always a better way of spending chinese new year.. which really felt like CNY.. coz my dad's side will never celebrate cny the way that's .. like a thing to celebrate. It's just like another day with more deco at home. It's a lil' boring, well.. not a lil.. but VERY. Mum's side's always the best. :)

Had open house at Siewharong's place.. with DIY satay celup and had a small gambling session after dat.. made me loose bout rm4 which turned out that allen won rm4.. so, he telan-ed my money and midz menang RM23, penelan terbesar.

Celebrated the next day with allen, glenn, and the gbs flers.. some i kenal, some i tak kenal.. thus.. the conversation took part like this when i stepped into their houses;

Hi! Happy Chinese New Year! I am Stella!

Sounded embarassing tho! Like muka tak malu come collect angpow! lol! Anyway.. we had laksa at glenn's place, we had shepherd pie and tortillas at collin's place.. and found out that Collin was an ex-PFC with HLBB, left the co after 2 mths coz it sucked. *lol* at least i had someone who understands my feelings! haha.

Other den dat.. it's all lepaking.. and visiting few close fren's houses. And, oh yah! I got bitten by ching's dog.. CHESTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Grrrrrrr* isk!

Monday morning.. left home bout 5.45am.. picked up Kee and officially left mlk at 6am, heading straight to work, and lemah like a donkey.

And now, blogging coz too bored and waiting for time to sleep! *lol*

Good nite all!!!

Langkawi!!!

My latest and most recent trip was to langkawi. It was suppose to be a small alpha gang gathering.. which suppose to consist of 5 of us.. but one juz crawled to singapore.. so no news. So, it was me, weilee, tat and melia flying off to langkawi on our air asia fight.

Trip was good, was fun, was chocolatish, was alcoholicish, and definitely seafoodish. we had seafood 2 nites in a row. Thanks to the crazy piggie fishie *glub glub* Piggie actually thought she has reunited with her bros n sis in the sea of langkawi, eventually then, thought herself should have been a fish by nature instead of a pig. But somehow, she possess more of a piggie's characteristic den a fish. She sleeps like a pig is a major comparison there. Fishes.. erhm.. they sleep too.. but with their eyes open and I really dont think they are comparable to the original piggie. Well, if piggie fishies feels home, be it, we shall let her be happy with the fishes. As quoted,

"Been there, saw it...Glub Glub"

We rented a Wira for 3 days for RM140, quite a good deal.. and RM30 brought us around n lots places. Reached and wallop Chang Beer which cost dirt cheap which i can't finish. It's warm beer man! Chilled beer oso i kenot finish, ask me to drink warm beer. geez.

Our first seafood night was accompanied with few cans of tiger and carlsberg. That effect on me only took about half to 3/4 a can of TIGER. I'm useless, i know. It's a good thing! :p

We went snorkelling the next day.. spend a day at Pulau Payar.. was a marine park.. lots n lots of fishes.. who were trying to bite us while we snorkelled! Thank God the sharks didn't come after us, with me having a open wound on my leg thanks to the damn coral. The corals weren't beautiful too. The water was dirty and I paid rm110 for dat. But, at least it was fun. I managed to overcome my fear better den Phuket time. Phuket.. i was shit scared!

The 2nd night was after the snorkelling trip which me n melia was obviosly over burnt. And that was after our seafood again.. while waiting for our 1 n half hour pizza to get ready.

The cable car was awesome! This was taken on the high bridge there.. swinging a lil due to some engineering n physic thingy involved.

It was definitely a hard way to climb down and climb up the steps in order to get to the bridge. But it was all worthwhile. :)

Taken near Awana Porto Malai.. very very beautiful and the sun was burning hot. killing my skin even more after the sun burnt dat i had on the previous day.

And that's all folks. We are back to KL.. working and suffering. :(

Oh yeah,... and not to forget Piggie Fishie's abstract photo.

Very the abstract la konon. I do better abstract photos okay! fishes has fins only :p wait, but i have wings and legs. heh!

MYVI !

I just got my new baby on last Friday, with my dad inspecting the car while me working hard in hong leong bank.. konon, forced to. My car is white as i really really wanted. Even tho people adviced me on the problems i will face, i mati-mati also wanted white. *hehe* i've got nobody else to blame now but me. The car is.. FREAKING HARD TO CLEAN AND MAINTAIN THE CLEALINESS!!!!!! I just drove the car like the 4th day today.. Got a lil' rain yesterday.. and foooo wahh.. this morning.. the car like.. white with black patches around. =( damn senang dikotorkan man. But still, it's my current baby at the moment. At least I dont need to hear tikus sound radio in my saga, I dont have to worry if the car can't start everywehre I go now, unlike the saga days. But, myvi is not as powerful as I thought. The pick up is kinda slow and not much of energy. My saga has more power to say, even tho it is like 17 years old. :) Been a very very good car and trully a tong besi. Damn hard and solid body. Myvi? I dunno and I don't wanna know. :) Here's me posing with my car.



*with the courtesy of Amelia taking pics of my baby.