*TwinKle-tWinkLe StAr*

Twinkle-twinkle little star

How I wonder what you are

Up above the sky so high

Like a diamond in the sky

okie, good nite.

Knowledge Group

As I looked back at my photos in KGC, how I missed those times I had there. Tho the management sucks, still not as sucky as KMDC. I enjoyed my time there despite the stupid rules of not being allowed to go toilets or make coffee half an hour after work start and half an hour b4 work ends. I had friends, YOUNG ONES, unlike HLBB now. Every weekend, i look forward for the Monday. Why? Coz I enjoy being at work, not doing the work. I enjoy the company that I get at work, I enjoy the taboo sessions, I enjoy the charade sessions and I enjoy the satisfaction of closing a deal. :) I've learn lots there esp. on how to get rid of secretaries! Getting a deal and the whole floor celebrates for u.. nothing beats that satisfaction. The happiness you feel within you, I have never felt the same in all the other sales that I closed in any other companies. Imagine 1 sale and other 30 flers celebrates with you. If that's not satisfaction, tell me wat's satisfaction.

Man I miss KGC, so blardi much. I missed team building and I miss X'mas parties! :) I miss bowling times and I miss pool times. I miss Friday meetings and I miss lunching in the stuffy place. Knew good people from there and of coz a few lousy ones too. But hey, I could keep the good ones with me, always. :)

I miss Theng theng, I miss Az, I miss Ryan, I miss Ben, I miss Suren, I miss Prakash, I miss G, I miss Eugene, I miss Michelle, I miss Shan, I miss Yasmin and I even miss JC and Suresh! Though some of em gave a very bad impression to all, I still feel withouth 'em, then there's no fun! Like how the "company" name, Alpha-Q was being pronounced by Yasmin over n over again and still not getting the meaning.

I had a great time in KGC, times which I will never forget. Times which I can't get anywhere else.

Cho Seung-Hui

I bet everyone heard about or seen the scene on cnn or watever local news about the Korean guy who murdered 32 college kids in Virginia Tech. I don't know really to think of Cho as a murderer or pity him. But, a big portion of me.. feels pitiful for him tho. Even tho he killed 32 others. From what I seen, I felt that he has nobody to turn to, nobody to talk to and nobody even loved or cared for him. Most prolly they were all bullies around him, making him a laughing stock that made him feel so low about himself. Everyone has their limits. Even when one work.. one can turned psycho due to overstressed from work. Probably same went to him. He was down with mental illness, probably due to the stress he gets from his peers and those that look down at him, not being an American who's living in America. He did it because he hated them, the Americans. He was filled with anger and hatred. And yet, nobody he could face. Making him a quiet and reserved person, as what being told by him suitemate. Probably this could bring a lesson to those bastards out there who doesnt watch their mouth, who doesnt give a fuck about how people feel. Those that their brains are stucked in their ass. It's advisable to take 'em out of their asses and fix it back in their head. If they had been a better person, this wouldn't have happenned.

On the other hand, I would have to say that Cho was also wrong in randomly murdering all 32 students. He could probably like murdered the bastards instead of young innocent kids in the college. He did that out of anger and clasifying all of them into the same category which he was obviously wrong. Not all Americans are the same. And definitely killing 32 was a huge wrong-doing. But again, he was mentally unstable due to all these exterior factors.

I was so into the case today.. out of no where.. thus, go and look into youtube and all for videos and all. There's this one titled, "Rest In Peace Cho Seung-Hui" which I wanna share here. But wasn't allowed to be embedded. Thus, the link is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T8WdKkv5ABs

I quoted this from The Star online which again, I wanted to share. Source : http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2007/4/22/worldupdates/2007-04-21t233821z_01_nootr_rtrjonc_0_india-295102-1&sec=worldupdates

"I just wanted you to know that I am not mad at you. I don't hate you,"
read a note among flowers at a stone marker labeled for Cho. "I am so sorry that
you could find no help or comfort."

Some hated him while some pitied him. As for me, I pitied him. He would have been a happier person if given the chance to. He was only 23.

Sunday, April 22nd 2007. *edited version*

Had a tiring weekend. Wasted my whole saturday in Midvalley Exhibition hall selling fucking credit cards which are unsellable. I kena this thing from a random guy i spoke to;

Me : Afternoon mister, do you have a credit card?
A : Yes, I have. Thanks.
Me : Wattabout HLB?
A : No, thanks.
Me : Why not give a try to our service?
A : Okay, tell me bout it. What are your gifts?
Me : Erhm.. mug, umbrella or pouch! Then, u get to spin the wheel and if u
hit the stars, u get additional gifts!
A : erhm.. errr. mug? umbrella? tell me your most expensive gift
there.
Me : Thermos!
A : Nah.. not intersted .. the gift not attractive at all! Wat bout the
annual fees? free for life?
Me : Errr.. no.. waive for 2 years but u can just try us out first.. if we
really provide a good service to you, or else u can juz cancel the card
off.
A : Why no free for life? even citibank offer me free for life!
Me : err.. i can't control that. Depends on management!
A : haha.. i know.. it's okay..
Me : Aight.. no probs.. u have a nice day! :)
A : you too.. bye.

How to sell la?? u tell me? all weak points. stupid hong leong bank. fucking pathetic cheapskate! stupid marketing people. doing fucking job. when will the management ever hears? fucking deaf.

okay enuf bout stupid hong leong.

THEN! I left the fucking pathetic roadshow at approximately 6pm. Headed to gym to mandi n make up.. and den. headed to allen's place... and then we all sama-sama headed to Bukit Jalil!!!!!!!! for ... GOOD CHARLOTTE CONCERT!!!!! :) We had a good four hours there in bkt jalil.. but somehow or rather.. i think 70% of the audience there arent genuine GC fan. like me. heh. and melia. heh. and wei lee of coz. allen i duno. :p we enjoyed more of Jason Lo den GC. damn. hahaaa.. dats coz i only know few songs of GC.. haha.. and jason lo sang the songs wehre we practically know all. kaka.. one buck shot.. wasnt'... entertaining for us tho. lol. but Estrageds' "Itu Kamu" was damn gud la. very nice song :) others.. errr... not relaly tho. unliek jason lo's OLD NEWS PAPER! lol. stupid song.. but sing-able. heh! coz it's stupid. lol. he seems to like to sing alot on environmental friendly songs. heh. After all ended.. we minum at the mamak opposite allen's place. Allen and his all time favourite indomee as the usual. I dont know what is with he and indomee. it's juz maggi + telur mata kerbau. He seem to be like eating it in all the mamak he goes. like me, drinking ice cappucino in all cafes i go. At least, im normal .. haha. it's coffee .. not MAGGI MEE. why huh allen? why? it's unhealthy, it taste normal.. like .. well.. maggi. so, why? hrmmm.. weird allen. At the end, i oso ordered indomee. heh. im under influence, that makes a whole lot of difference. Allen's possessed by the indomee spirit.

Today had a great time out in curve wit melia.. she hurt my legs by making me walk the whole curve.. ikea and then even tesco! End up i bought more groceries in tesco den her. damnit! pokai. Had our lunch in this place called Zone. Quite a nice place in cineleisure.. pricing also okay.. for finger food and all.. it's not bad. Customer service was quite nice.. the cashier fler was quite nice too.. juz their service was a lil' slow.

Me n melia was deciding to watch eitehr tornado, sunshine or Catch and release. We made some .. i choose this u choose that.. guess this guess that.. ended up with sunshine. Which was a lil' too 'technical' for me n melia. We dont really understand the whole damn thing. haha. first, we reached a lil late to the cinema.. thanx to melia bodo mia seluar :p

Out of no where.. was this scene.. den suddenly another scene. but overall.. it was okay la.. story line was there.. juz dat people like us.. dont appreciate much of those kinda movie. thanx to melia i watch that movie. heh! :p i didnt even know wat the heck was that movie bout. lol. Probably we should have went for Tornado or Catch and Release. lol.

Had our dinner in Chef leong.. or chef loong.. or some chef shite in ss2. Some finger food.. quite interesting cafe.. that serves only thong sui and finger food.

I reached home.. hujan lebat kao kao.. just to get into my house.. get upstaris for a lil bit.. den it stopped raining. idiot.

And.. tmr is another fucking working day. damn.

Good nite everybody.

Good Things in Life

I am referring to the previous post. That Saturday.. we hung out in Asian Havana.. sempena birthday siewharong. I managed to tangkat allen to sit beside me. Then suddenly he sound me!

"Eh, i read ur blog on the good things in life. I wanan scold you already." I
was like.. why? memang wat! " I really wanna scold u! WE ARE THE GOOD THINGS IN LIFE LA! "

Well.. when he said that.. it actually sounded my mind.. true enough :) they are my good things in life. :) Guess it's all fate. Was in the same uni for 4 years.. and i didnt even knew they existed! but thanx to midz! that I met them.. that they are part of my life now. :) and yes.. THEY ARE INDEED the good things in life. :)

And now, i can't wait to go Bangkok with all of 'em! :) well.. erhm.. except Gary. *lol* sorry gary, i didnt mean it :p

Quote

I try to see the good in life.
The good things in life are hard to find.

Was just thinking bout this phrase for a few days already. The good things in life are hard to find.. or rarely could be found. Or at least, for me.

Comment if you agree or don't. I agree.

Xing Ming @ Cheng Beng

If it weren't for Baozzz to ask wat was my last entry, I would have forgotten that the last time I blogged was 2 weeks ago. such a long time! i used to blog almost everyday. lol. blame hong leong.

I travelled back on friday in a freaking heavy + thunder storm rain.. was really really skery.. the lightning looks as if they were sooooooooo near. It took me more den 2 hours to reach melaka. The jam was bad.. then the rain started to ease a lil' in labu, seremban. Then, I SAW RAINBOW!! :) can't remember when was the last time i saw a rainbow! :) so pretty!

Cleaned my mum, grandmother, great grandfather and greatgrandmother(i think) graveyards.. The usual 4 graves that we clean year in, year out. My dad as usual bought like so banyak benda to burn for my mum. I really wonder if they actually 'receive' those things. My sis told me dad actually bought HP also! And the person who works in the prayers shop actually asked if my dad wanna purchase a digital camera too! was like.. i dont know la.. if these things are for real that they receive or these people are juz tryign to make as much money as they could from the dead. I asked my sis, digital cam for wat? to take pictures tehre and send email to us to show the pics of her life tehre? not to say wat.. but... sometimes i feel, the things that suppose or needed to burn for 'em there is okay.. like those gold papers and all.. for their life to be better on the other world. But, laptops, digi cams, handphones.. ? digicams has not even existed when my mum was still here! I think i'll ask my grandmama when I go back melaka for her piece of thought. She is a strong buddhist, perhaps she could answer me better? But, all she asked me to do was to buy a flowers there which I didnt' coz damn late d when i reached on friday. and we went for the graveyard-cleaning activity at 7am the next day.

I was freaking tired la that saturday. Came back.. rest a lil. went out wit ching, melia, danny n danny's bro, jason. had sushi king.. and coffee bean. den back home buot almost 730.. mandi n straight shoot out to meet the others in Kota. Reach oni kena pawn. sialz. Those who were there from Malaccan Thread was Baozzz, Misfit, Ed, David, Kamwah, cockroach, catacomb, and wat-ever-his-name-is-i-dont-care. I mean, come on la, just a name rite? so hard to tell? fuck it. Hate to keep asking. You wanna tell, u tell, or esle, bah! We crawled over to Asian Havana after that.. the freaking young fler owning the cafe must be a rich fler by himself to actually have the cash to renovate the place. It is a pretty cool place to hang out.. well.. more my type. Thats my alternative to friends already. :) the only 2 place i lepak in mlk. heh. friends.. used to have the 'english-speaking' effect.. due to the crowd... but.. now.. got invaded by the aliens. ish. makes it a lil uncomfortable for me to go there nowadays... except in the noon where there's only few tables occupied. Not being stereotype, I just ... like similar people!!! no offence. everyone has their own preferences... only they dont speak up.

GOT CAUGHT IN A FUCKING HORRIBLE JAM TODAY ON NORTH SOUTH HIGHWAY. gosh! crawl crawl crawl from pedas linggi.. right up to after seremban. damnit. The roadworks will never get done. It takes forever for the UEM builders to build the damn fuckign road. i think they calculate by sq mtrs day by day when they are doing the blardi road. With the high volume of traffic today due to cheng beng and the roadworks which added to the bonus.. caused a fucking crawl. damnit.

Now, in my room ... relaxingly blogging. heh! and going to bed in awhile.. and ready for a 'fight' in the blardi stupid bank tmr. Any of you people wanna consider working in hong leong? PLEASE, I BEG YOU, THINK TWICE. I made my mistake for not thinking thrice.

Good nite.

Saturday, 17th March 2007.

I had my car washed today, now.. clean n clear.. was in 1U today to watch 300 with Allen, Glenn, Ashwin, Snoop Dogg, Midz, Daryl n' Damon. Had some kinda teatime with Ash at waffle world, just to see Benny Tan Kah Hoon!!! passing by. My blardi ex which i've never seen for the past 4 years. Thank God I didn't break down like how i used to. I saw him held a girl's hand and oh yes, I must admit that I am glad .. with wat i saw. She wasn't pretty, and i meant, not even a single bit. I think my muka also more pass then her. Allen said I kutuk kao kao.. and that's coz she's not puji-able. heh! Benny, didn't get any better either. damn. am i just being sour grape? I don';t know. Fuck it. It's just benny anyway. Screw it.

Anyway, 300 was.. a ... disappointment! well, at least to me. I expected better! The computer graphics that's being used... is so... COMPUTER-ED! at least.. make la some graphic which doesnt look so FAKE! It was so graphic-ed that it looked so damn fake. Pretty slow and ok story but too many creatures around. geez. ok, i shall stop kutuking before I'm being kutuk here. lol.

Went to hartamas square for dinner while watching MU, with them scoring 4-1. Went to Kelvin's gig just to miss his performance. damn.

den mamaking.. den balik.. den tido.. and fucking work for blardi hong leong tmr.. unpaid fyi. 10-8. fuck.

good nite.

Tick Tock Tick Tock ...

Sound of a ticking clock, a human clock that moves so fast in time and that I've gone through 23 years and 3 months of life. All in a glimpse of an eye... from a kid, to a kindergarthen girl, to a primary school librarian, to a stubborn high school girl, to a bubbly uni girl and now a working woman with nothing but a lifeless job. I was driving back from work today as I heard over the radio a malay song.. sang by God-knows-who but it was about the past days.

Going back to my primary school days.. it was the best time ever where I don't have to think anything. All I need to know is UPSR is in Std 6 and that's pretty much about it. Don't hafta worry bout job, relationship, friendship.. all's there with no worries. I used to hang out so much with Rae that even the bus man thought I moved! We did stupid stuff which till now I find it stupid. I'd get down the bus with her at her house, we have lunch at her place.. den we lepak in her room. We'll take a tape recorder.. and we record our voices with stupid tones and animal sounds. Then, we'll play it over and over again and laugh. Bout 4pm, Rae will walk me back to my house...with her cycling la. We did that almost everyday and not get bored of it. On Mondays, we'll go for our persatuan thingy.. where we'd go to ching's house to wait for the time for the persatuan thingy. And there's where Ching's dog actually chased me all around the house til up the chair. heh. i'll never forget that. We'd did lotsa stuff, playing swing in ching's house.. it's all our childhood, our worry-free childhood life.

Highschool was a good memory too. Runnign out of school during school hours with the staffroom located at the front door was a challenge which we managed to escaped for the years in highschool. As we moved on to uni, life was still as sweet as honey. All we need to do is study and prepare for exam. It all ended 4 years later. Where we all stepped into the working world.

Working world.. that's where my worries all started. Sometimes I felt so vulnerable, so easily being harm and so open to any sorts of hurtful event. Perhaps I did a mistake coming to KL for a 1K basic pay job. But I'd thought I'd get a better one as I strive here, but my thoughts did let me down till to date. Looking at others achieving and excelling in their jobs, do made me have a green eye. How do I excel when I'm not given a chance? I looked for it, but no opportunities given or may I say, no luck was there. I was never lucky in life. Be it job, relationship, family and all those shites, I was never lucky. At times, I feel like giving up, I feel like let everything go, I feel so fucking down. Which part of life have I ever succeded? Career? still as unstable as a small boat in a big sea. Relationship? None was proper and none gave me the security but only problems and not even being a single bit serious. Think I wanan hop r'ship? No, I don't. Think I wanna hop job? No, I fucking don't. I'm tired. Very very tired. I wanna break down but I don't know where to. Anyone really knows my problem? I'd say nobody. Nobody actually knows what I'm goign through, nobody knows what i'm feeling. What everybody see is the outside of me. Nobody knows me, not my family, not my friends.

I really wish I could turn back the clock, going back to my past life. No worries at all. Nothing to think of. No career to think of and no relationship to think of. At least I wont' be so broken apart inside. Why must time pass by so fast? Why must we only have 365 days in a year? Why is there only 24 hours in a day? I don't wanna go on with this life, not in this way.

* N D R * N * Y * *

Wanna buy a vowel? A E I O U. I guess this is sorta like a revenge post. damn. Ever since i Left KMDC, some colleagues there went tru hell. Some stil there, some not there anymore. To my suprise when I paid a visit today that it's left with only 4 employees in KL sentral office. Let me spell that out for you.. 4, F O U R, FOUR, four!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can u blif it?

Vowels need to be bought at the top coz names aren't suppose to be mentioned in blogs or I might get sued like how jeff got sued. geez. So, this bitch aka female dog is really a pain in the ass. A fucking asshole bastard. Now pushing all things to Ali to handle her fuckign job while she doesnt know a shit about it. Ask her to administer, i think she'd rather choose to hang herself. fucked up bitch. Beyond words description. Damn.

I've never seen someone being paid so well and not doing a single shit and still remain in the company while others get sacked due to restructuring. I salute her on her she plays her cards well.. or maybe... hehe.. OVERslept with someone? geez. I dont wanna imagine. Her sleeping with either one of them? geez. if that's true, they'd had really really and I meant REALLY bad taste.

I believe her day will come.. well, someday. When she's out of cards to play with. perhaps, she'll start playin with joker and make her whole life a joke. damn. She's a bitch that controls her husband when her husband is the one bringin in the bucks for her fucking shopaholic attitude. Just hopefuly her husband would go fuck someone else, blardi divorce her and him winning the custody over the children. At the same time, her fucking attitude get realised by some of those idiots sitting top there now (who aren't realising her fuckign attitude for some fucking donkey years) , eventually, get her sacked out of the company. THat's the day she has nothing at all and that's the day i'll call her to congratulate her. Anyway, that's what she deserved.

Infact, that's considered lil as compared to how she actually tortured people. Even a 2-week employee in the company sees her attitude, I don't see a reason why the people above dont? Are they really blinded? Or are they pretending to be blind? Or are they being accidentally overslept with? I don't know. You do the maths.

I-feel-like-a-fucking-looser

I feel like a fucking looser! I just screwed up in my BAT interview, did a small mistake, which I felt is kinda big n affecting the whole damn thing. Now, I really really feel like fuck! damnit!

I'll get my answer tomorrow from Amit, all I can do now is pray for the best. I fucking want a marketing job and it's damn fucking hard to get one. Screening after screening, stages after stages, and i screwed it up in the 3rd stage.

Even worst, when had a small chat with Amit before my interview, he told me.. they usually take people with CGPA of 3.2 and above. I was like.. wtf? I'm 3.14! damn! But, he told, yesterday.. out of the 8 interviewees, only 3 got tru.. and a guy with 3.8 got eliminated too.

*damn*

BAT !!!

I've got a call from Amit of BAT today at 5.45pm and he required me to go for an interview at 11am tomorrow morning, really short notice. geez. but I would still make it! Needed to leave HLBB badly and get a proper marketing job in a proper company. BAT is really really tough to get in.. and stages.. bukan main banyak berlambak lagi!

Stage 1 : English and Mathematical Test

Stage 2 : Phone Interview

Stage 3 : Interview with Recruitment and Line Manager (tomorrow)

Stage 4 : Group discussion (case study and all)

Stage 5 : Interview with another manager

If I'm not mistaken that's the flow for stage 4 and 5. Hopefuly I do well tomorrow and I will keep my post updated on my status!

*pray for me!!!*

GONG XI FATT CHAI ! ! !

Happy Chinese New Year to my family and all my friends! It has been a great 1 week for me in Melaka.. although this post came in a lil late.. on the ..11th day of chinese new year, but hey! it's still cny wat!

This year economy crisis.. ang pow alot lesser than any years before. I took leave the entire week thus, not getting angpow from customers in the bank. Loosing perhaps bout RM70-100. geezz.. i collected like RM40 in these 2 days only while my senior collected like RM500. *geez*

Had a good time on the 2nd and 3rd day of CNY. Spend my 2nd day with my mum's side, always a better way of spending chinese new year.. which really felt like CNY.. coz my dad's side will never celebrate cny the way that's .. like a thing to celebrate. It's just like another day with more deco at home. It's a lil' boring, well.. not a lil.. but VERY. Mum's side's always the best. :)

Had open house at Siewharong's place.. with DIY satay celup and had a small gambling session after dat.. made me loose bout rm4 which turned out that allen won rm4.. so, he telan-ed my money and midz menang RM23, penelan terbesar.

Celebrated the next day with allen, glenn, and the gbs flers.. some i kenal, some i tak kenal.. thus.. the conversation took part like this when i stepped into their houses;

Hi! Happy Chinese New Year! I am Stella!

Sounded embarassing tho! Like muka tak malu come collect angpow! lol! Anyway.. we had laksa at glenn's place, we had shepherd pie and tortillas at collin's place.. and found out that Collin was an ex-PFC with HLBB, left the co after 2 mths coz it sucked. *lol* at least i had someone who understands my feelings! haha.

Other den dat.. it's all lepaking.. and visiting few close fren's houses. And, oh yah! I got bitten by ching's dog.. CHESTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Grrrrrrr* isk!

Monday morning.. left home bout 5.45am.. picked up Kee and officially left mlk at 6am, heading straight to work, and lemah like a donkey.

And now, blogging coz too bored and waiting for time to sleep! *lol*

Good nite all!!!

Langkawi!!!

My latest and most recent trip was to langkawi. It was suppose to be a small alpha gang gathering.. which suppose to consist of 5 of us.. but one juz crawled to singapore.. so no news. So, it was me, weilee, tat and melia flying off to langkawi on our air asia fight.

Trip was good, was fun, was chocolatish, was alcoholicish, and definitely seafoodish. we had seafood 2 nites in a row. Thanks to the crazy piggie fishie *glub glub* Piggie actually thought she has reunited with her bros n sis in the sea of langkawi, eventually then, thought herself should have been a fish by nature instead of a pig. But somehow, she possess more of a piggie's characteristic den a fish. She sleeps like a pig is a major comparison there. Fishes.. erhm.. they sleep too.. but with their eyes open and I really dont think they are comparable to the original piggie. Well, if piggie fishies feels home, be it, we shall let her be happy with the fishes. As quoted,

"Been there, saw it...Glub Glub"

We rented a Wira for 3 days for RM140, quite a good deal.. and RM30 brought us around n lots places. Reached and wallop Chang Beer which cost dirt cheap which i can't finish. It's warm beer man! Chilled beer oso i kenot finish, ask me to drink warm beer. geez.

Our first seafood night was accompanied with few cans of tiger and carlsberg. That effect on me only took about half to 3/4 a can of TIGER. I'm useless, i know. It's a good thing! :p

We went snorkelling the next day.. spend a day at Pulau Payar.. was a marine park.. lots n lots of fishes.. who were trying to bite us while we snorkelled! Thank God the sharks didn't come after us, with me having a open wound on my leg thanks to the damn coral. The corals weren't beautiful too. The water was dirty and I paid rm110 for dat. But, at least it was fun. I managed to overcome my fear better den Phuket time. Phuket.. i was shit scared!

The 2nd night was after the snorkelling trip which me n melia was obviosly over burnt. And that was after our seafood again.. while waiting for our 1 n half hour pizza to get ready.

The cable car was awesome! This was taken on the high bridge there.. swinging a lil due to some engineering n physic thingy involved.

It was definitely a hard way to climb down and climb up the steps in order to get to the bridge. But it was all worthwhile. :)

Taken near Awana Porto Malai.. very very beautiful and the sun was burning hot. killing my skin even more after the sun burnt dat i had on the previous day.

And that's all folks. We are back to KL.. working and suffering. :(

Oh yeah,... and not to forget Piggie Fishie's abstract photo.

Very the abstract la konon. I do better abstract photos okay! fishes has fins only :p wait, but i have wings and legs. heh!

MYVI !

I just got my new baby on last Friday, with my dad inspecting the car while me working hard in hong leong bank.. konon, forced to. My car is white as i really really wanted. Even tho people adviced me on the problems i will face, i mati-mati also wanted white. *hehe* i've got nobody else to blame now but me. The car is.. FREAKING HARD TO CLEAN AND MAINTAIN THE CLEALINESS!!!!!! I just drove the car like the 4th day today.. Got a lil' rain yesterday.. and foooo wahh.. this morning.. the car like.. white with black patches around. =( damn senang dikotorkan man. But still, it's my current baby at the moment. At least I dont need to hear tikus sound radio in my saga, I dont have to worry if the car can't start everywehre I go now, unlike the saga days. But, myvi is not as powerful as I thought. The pick up is kinda slow and not much of energy. My saga has more power to say, even tho it is like 17 years old. :) Been a very very good car and trully a tong besi. Damn hard and solid body. Myvi? I dunno and I don't wanna know. :) Here's me posing with my car.



*with the courtesy of Amelia taking pics of my baby.

S I N G A P O R E ! ! !

A collage of some photos in Singapore. =D With a bunch of good friends. :)

While another 2 sesat in Melaka.

Amelia

Cleaning her house in Melaka due to flood and winning RM50 from The Star.

Midori

Having to dance in church for X'mas without us watching the performance.

The Jiwang Moment
It happens at times you just love the song so much that it eats into you.

Yeah
I’ve been so lost lately
I don’t really understand baby
Where did I go wrong
I wanna talk to you
Please call

Where do I begin with you
after all that we’ve been through
I don’t think that it would be right if we
got together so suddenly

I wish that I could take back all the things that I said
and replace them with simply I love you instead

You don’t wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try

But I only wanted you to stay
then I let you just slip away

If you didn’t listen to your heart inside
then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why

Girl, I never meant to say goodbye
Mmm Oh yeah

I think about the past baby
Why we couldn’t make it last, lady
I know you still have doubts
But I’m gonna prove that we can work things out

I wanna be sure that you know what you put me through
and reveal that you intend to never let me down again

It’s clear to me and I can’t ignore
that I have to give you something I couldn’t before

You don’t wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try

But I only wanted you to stay
then I let you just slip away

If you didn’t listen to your heart inside
then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why

Girl, I never meant to say goodbye

I didn’t think that we would come to this

Ooh, no
Your eyes, your face, your smile is what I miss

Why’d you wait so long to take me back

It’s all a simple misunderstanding

You don’t wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try (Never wanna try)

But I only wanted you to stay
then I let you just slip away

If you didn’t listen to your heart inside
then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why

Girl, I never meant to say goodbye

You don’t wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try (But I never meant to say)

But I only wanted you to stay
then I let you just slip away

If you didn’t listen to your heart inside (Never meant to see you cry, never meant to say)
then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why

Girl, I never meant to say goodbye

Upclose and Personal

On special request, blame me not.
*points finger at gohweilee*


Glenn Wong Yuen Sern

Wacky said...
Haha..thats not all..please post up Glenn's super close-up
leng cai to the max picture!haha..
January 16, 2007 12:44 PM

New Year's Eve!!!

NYE was a slow one this year.. unlike all the previous years where I will get stuck in jam and people. Had a small bbq party this year in my dad's place with Midz, Siewharong, glenn, allen, ashie, chek, jamie, jamie's bf, robin, robin's bf and did i miss anyone? Had some havoc happened during bbq.. with midz dropping the tap head into the drain .. we started koreking the drain for it.. or i'll get big time boom by my dad. lol. Will update later with pics, not with me yet.

We had chicken DRUMSTICKS instead of wings, due to the lack of supply around melaka. *lol* we looked for the wings from tesco, to jusco, to pasar. *ish* we had tons of sausages, lamb, japanese sweet potatoes, fishes and best part of all, BROCOLLI! *lol*




*the brocolli

Had a few cam-whoring sessions with me n midz trying to rape Glenn but to no avail. *lol* there's even picture of midori trying to rape me but I guess that shud be kept low profile. My image is bad enough during nye.




We were trying to prove allen's bulu kaki.


Siewharong's curry chicken that turned curry devil ;)


and here presenting our very own mr. bollywood, ASHWIN!

We were burning stuff the whole evening... til late.. then we started to lazy-fied ourselves on the couch..started drinking the vodka that allen brought. the culprit of all things. From eve to eve.. it was that same vodka that brought me to the destruction of my image. ABSOLUTE VODKA.


*the culprit - evil of all evil

That's when I turned into a red lobster, the redest of 'em all.

*a cup filled with evil

MERRY X'MAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I know this is a belated and lembap-ed post. Blame my pc and my router, blame me not. I had a tummy-disturbing day today. Got up in the morning juz to end up in the toilet poopoo-ing twice and vomit three times. Had breakie and poo another time and poo-ed twice in office. Wanted to get the MC so badly, but hafta see customer in branch. By the time one by one of them wanting to see me, the clock ticks so fast that it was 1+ almost 2, MC? hang it.

I've got some lil' Singapore photos taken by Ashwin's cam during x'mas... yet to get the New Year Eve's photo, those are embarassing photos, not for eyes to see, seriously. Only donk donks will put the photos in their blog, if u know who I meant.. *hik* Only smart people do not put those photos to the public. heh! *big grin*



We had like so lil time in Singapore during X'mas.. gosh.. i need more photos to update you guys. Photos from Ashwinor not enuf coz he went from Melaka while me, glenn n pig from KL, which we experienced some kinda adventure in order to reach Singapore.



First bus air cond broke down in tangkak, stranded for 1 hour.. pics will be updated later. still with piggie. Then stopped in JB bus station and we hop on a public bus transport to go Singapore juz to be left by our bus at the immigration as we can't find the stop for us to board back the bus. *sweat* Finally we reached safe and sound with a CW2 bus.


Bugis aka Queen's Street .. where we stayed, in South East Asia Hotel :)

It was a seriously rushing trip, so many places to go and yet so lil time. *damn* Of course la not enough time, we spend more than half a day in Singapore Science Centre! but it was a really nice n interesting place. No, seriously it is!!!


*in front of the science centre



We went to Cityhall and had our bootiful dinner there with the waitress falling in love with Ashwin.. trying to fulfill all his needs. *ahem* Ashwin got so malu-fied that he blushed! and it was an obvious blush. *lol* Ashwin malu malu!



We had an enjoyable time in Orchard Road on X'mas eve. We 'smartly' followed piggie to the crowd side.. and we stood in front of a family.. literally a mum and few kids, thinking we are quite safe with that surrouding.. juz to find that this family carries a big bag of foam spray! And, guess what.. when they attack people, people attack them back.. and we are in between. Macam benteng pertahanan, yang suka rela. But again, without that, no fun also wat! =D IT WAS GREAT! and dead tiring. Siewharong that didn't wanna get dirty, juz couldnt avoid it having people like us around. We asked the kids behind us who are holding the foam spray to spray on her! PICTURES ARE WITH PIGGIE!!!!!








we sempat lagi wanna cam-whore in the midz of an attack!


and the best-est pic of all is SIEWHARONG UNDER ATTACK! wahahhaa.. u deserve it! lol. hide more and u get attacked more! :p

Back to the hotel... we slept in a weird direction, it was me, pig, glenn and allen. I really don't know how to show it here. if only i had pictures, esp. on how Allenor slept! *lol* He's being kung-fu kicked by piggie. Thank God me and glenn slept peacefully without being kung-fu kicked around. Allen tidor-ed like cacing kerepot! You should have seen!

On the last day, we went over to Cityhall again to have brunch and we headed back to hotel then. Coz our bus was like 1230! so early :( Then I saw something weird on the way walking to the bus station. FYI, we stayed in some religious area.. with temple situated next to our hotel and alot of stalls and shop selling Buddhist stuff. Okay.. now what i saw was.. a man seating down on the road.. with his stall .. and a bottle and some chinese writing stuff. The weird stuff is the thing in the bottle. IT WAS A BABY FETUS. i got so freak out and when i asked glenn.. he juz told me to walk. isk.

I told ya we stayed in some religious area!



Then back to KL.. as usual the life goes on till New Year's EVE!!! :)
BBQ all went alright.. but that will be in my next post. Some stupid dumb stuff.

Chaoz!