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Monday, December 07, 2009
My 26th Birthday!
I turned 26 four days ago. And, I had a really good one this year. =) *all smileys*
I was in Melaka over last weekend... and on the Monday when I was about to leave.. my sister dragged me to the kitchen and suprised me with a birthday cake! :) My first birthday cake after 4 years of no cakes. lol. photos later :D
And back in KL.... I had my hair cut short to above shoulder length.. finally after 10 years of having long hair. took LOTSA courage ya know. :) but i'm lovin' it right now! And, I love my stylist too! Jimmy from Monsoon-id tropicana city... :)
On my birthday which is the 2nd of december, my sayang made me the princess of the day. :D
We had Sakae sushi for lunch as Cave was close for lunch starting from who knows when.. lol. that ruined my sayang's suprise lunch :p Sayang had to swallow Jap food even though he hates it :p
And sayang statement to me on the 2nd december was, "you can buy whatever you want" teeheehee. but i not so bad la :p He already got me a blackberry! eventhough i have been bugging him for it :p
And on the 3rd of december... my yang arranged for me a suprise birthday party that he have planned for the past 1 and half month! :) It was held in this place called Sanuk @ Kg Penchala.. very secluded up the hill but a very very nice place i must say... not many people know of this place :) and yes vince, i obviously stole ur photos. hehe. *credit to vince for the beautifully taken photos!*
wishing the same old thing that i have been wishing for as long as I have ever started wishing on birthday cake and shinning stars :)
before I blew out the candle... i calculated the candle to ensure it was 26 and not more . :p not like wei lee's! haha
something that I had in Sanuk... lamb shank.. and it was pretty good.
Thank you yang for everything.
Love u! ~~xoxo~~
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Emo.Period
I felt like coming to work is dreadful. Not that I don't love my office, not that I don't love my colleagues (except for Tatianna which I hate so painfully hard*oops, not just me. apparently the whole group hates her!), not that I don't love my product.... I just don't have the passion anymore. I look at my call logs, i feel wasteful of calling.
So many reasons that have put me where I am today. I am contemplating to join the competitor.. an obvious competitor to Walton, where I know I'll be happier there. But, what 'bout the time and effort that I have put with Walton to achieve what I wanted to achieve back in 2007? What 'bout my fellow clients in Malacca? Who's gonna service them? It's crazy when I think about all these. You'd probably read the headlines tmr in the news, "26-yr-old Walton exec jumps off building due to work stress".
Sometimes when I come to think about it.. i don't understand why am i giving my heart and soul to walton.. why the heck am i loyal to walton? i myself don't understand. the company's not loyal to you. You even gotta pay for you own courier pack to client (even though it's work related) if your client resides in Klang Valley!!! how stingy can that be. and i thought it was only Tatianna who's stingy.. but it's actually the company too. :( why am i still even here? i always ask myself. and till today, i'm still unsure of it.
aih. =(
ON THE OTHER NOTE! FUCK WORK. FUCK W****N!
I have booked my flight tickets for 2010! I am going to KK in february, Bali in May and Phillipines in August! and-oh-i-can't-wait!
=D
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Kampung Kemensah @ 101009
A gathering with the Couch surfers!
I spend the whole of Saturday and part of Sunday being super duper close to nature last week. LITERALLY.
I slept on a mat on the grass, looking up the clear blue sky and half moon. Was hoping to be gazing at stars.. but none :/ *sienness*
Well, I kept awake the whole night.. chatting up with CS robin, sk, and adida. and rise up from the mat at 730am going for a walk in the jungle. got back to our hideout, we noticed cows ransacking our dustbins. they really eat every single thing wei! but the cows the from the back, look like horse siak! damn kao thin!
Then.. came the cats and roosters.. kao banyak animal the next morning. i wonder why man.
Night before.. we played so games.. with the penalty of finishing up the fishes and also drinking air sungai! wah lao wei, i had to eat like 5 fishes and 1 and half cup of air sungai! *disgusting!*
=)
anyways... here are the pictures that i pulled from elena, robin and daima. =)
where i was suppose to sleep but end up lying on the mat on the grass. :p
the game with the penalty fishes in the middle. :/ fadzil makan the fishes sampai takut.. and drank like 12-13 cups of air sungai. betul betul takda nasib la dat day. lol
our junks.
look at all how the hungry cs-ers aiming for the food!
camera came.. all pose. lol.!!!
that's me! the chef of the night! well.. me n sol la. :)
crap. I've not been updating my blog in a very,very, very long time!
While Razak is speaking in front, in which, I'm falling asleep. Might as well I utilize the time.
September has been a crazy month. Ups and downs in Walton, meeting 2 datos with literally no money but lotsa bullshit. "wait la stella, i'm closing a deal. when 5M in my bank account, i'll invest" =/ tak payah la. it's like giving a kid an illusion of a lollipop. ish. IT DOES NOT EXIST!
Besides the full partying of the month.. it has been a non-stop friend's birthday. hau, chaiyen, vincci, wei lee, jin yew. crap. so many september babies!
It's 29th october today and the month of september has really flew by really quickly. I wonder where exactly are my Euro-trip guys are at now.
October is coming and it'll end with almost a blink of an eye and here comes Nov 2nd. My Melbourne trip has yet to confirm. Thanx to BNM on their efficiency and quick hands in their jobs, NOT! BNM is causing so many troubles and problems for lotsa peoplel; the company, the clients, the consultants.... and all the get for all of these? MONEY IN THEIR POCKETS!
Argh. watever.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Is it Really Merdeka? Or, is it just a term? Here you have a bunch of extremist!
I was really upset with the most recent thing that had happened in the most developed state of Malaysia. Looks like only the state is developed. Most of the mindset as still trapped undeveloped, not even grown an inch! even peanuts are bigger.
This was not reported on The Star at all. Probably tomorrow or something but i can't believe that the newspaper could be so lembap. I thought they should be the most efficient among all?
Anyways... this is the shit head news.
Quoted from Malaysian Insider: Click Here for original article
The group making their way to the Selangor secretariat building after their prayers. - Picture by Choo Choy May
By Shazwan Mustafa Kamal
SHAH ALAM, Aug 28 — A group of Malay-Muslim protesters claiming to be residents of Section 23 have threatened bloodshed unless the state government stopped the construction of a Hindu Temple.
Amid chants of "Allahuakbar," the group also left the severed head of a cow at the entrance of the State Secretariat here as a warning to Selangor Mentri Besar Tan Sri Khalid Ibrahim.
The "residents" said that the construction of a Hindu temple in a 90 per cent Malay- Muslim neighbourhood was insensitive because activities there would disrupt their lives.
They claimed that the "noise" from the temple would disturb their own praying, and that they would not be able to function properly as Muslims.
The group of 50 over protestors marched shortly after Friday prayers from the Shah Alam State mosque to the State Secretariat.
“I challenge YB Khalid, YB Rodziah and Xavier Jeyakumar to go on with the temple construction. I guarantee bloodshed and racial tension will happen if this goes on, and the state will be held responsible,” shouted Ibrahim Haji Sabri amid strong chants of “Allahu Akbar!”
Ibrahim identified himself as the Deputy Chairman of the Resident’s Committee against the building of the temple in S23 here, which is perceived by some as being a Muslim majority area.
He told the press that the state should move the temple to Section 22 as ‘originally planned’, and also labelled Khalid a “traitor to the Malay race and Islam”.
It is understood that the protest is an immediate reaction towards the Selangor MB’s visit to the Hindu temple site yesterday, an act seen by the "residents" as disrespectful to the Muslims of the community.
A symbol of objection?... The cow's head being paraded by the protestors in their march. - Picture by Choo Choy May
Mohd. Zurit Bin Ramli, who claims to be the secretary of the "Coalition of Malaysian NGOs" echoed Ibrahim’s stand on the matter, saying that it was irresponsible on the part of the state government to approve the construction as there was apparently a “90 per cent” majority Muslim population in Section 23.
“With a temple on our residential area, we cannot function properly as Muslims. The temple will disrupt our daily activities like prayers in the Surau. We cannot concentrate with the sounds coming from the temple,” stated Zurit.
When asked whether members of the protest were affiliated with any organisations or movements, Ibrahim claimed that the people present today were members of PAS, PKR as well as Umno who are “united in the name of Islam and the Malay spirit.”
The state government was also accused of lying to the people of Selangor.
The Chairman of the Residents Committee, Mahyuddin Manaf excitedly proclaimed that the committee would uncover “the lies” and find proof of the state’s misconduct.
“Khalid Ibrahim wears a mask of a Muslim, but in truth he is a liberal. PAS stands to lose out as a result. I voted for PAS as well as Khalid in the past elections,” Mahyuddin claimed.
The issue first cropped up when the Selangor government proposed that the Sri Mariamman temple be relocated from Section 19 to Section 23.
Kidding me????? This is as good as throwing a Pig's head in front of their face! and they calling the hindu's insensitive? CRAZY EXTREMIST!
Quoted from the article from Malaysian Insider :
The "residents" said that the construction of a Hindu temple in a 90 per cent Malay- Muslim neighbourhood was insensitive because activities there would disrupt their lives.
They claimed that the "noise" from the temple would disturb their own praying, and that they would not be able to function properly as Muslims.
How funny the 'noise' could actually disturb them.. when.. the fact is that.. whenver they pray... the whole world knows coz it's announce and prayed on a loud speaker!!! does any of the other races ever complained about it? have any other races ever said that it distubed our prayers? LOL! FUNNY. HAHA.
And, the best part of it all. NO police were at sight. None of them were there or probably not bothered to arrest any of them there. When some other people are just doing some peaceful demonstration, they get sprayed tear gas, bla bla and get arrested! Bringing a Cow's head to the state secretarial department that insulted the Hindus and also had created a racial tension in Malaysia, they are not arrested.
As i said in earlier posts, news in malaysia are getting funnier and funnier day by day.
All the best Malaysia.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
News are getting funnier here in Malaysia.
MLTR? are u serious? lol!!! showing some sexy acts or moves during performance, eh? lol!
big joke man. i can't help laughing. LOL!!!!!
Tuesday August 25, 2009
PAS Youth threatens to rock MLTR’s act, too
By JO TEH
PETALING JAYA: Michael Learns to Rock (MLTR) is the latest international act to have its concert condemned by PAS Youth.
The movement issued a strong protest to the Cabinet’s decision in approving the concert by the Danish band at Genting Highlands on Sept 5.
Nasrudin Hassan Tantawi
Youth chief Nasrudin Hassan Tantawi, in a press statement yesterday, said his party would not hesitate in mobilising its members to prevent the concert from happening if the performance was not stopped.
He said said the Cabinet’s ap- proval was “an insult to all Muslims in the country.”
The movement had also protested previous gigs by Beyonce, Avril Lavigne and Gwen Stefani.
Meanwhile, Star Planet, the organiser of Michael Learns to Rock show here, denies allegation the concert violated the dignity of Muslims.
Its chief operating officer, Carmen Liew, said the show would go on as scheduled.
“The green light was given when we approached the authorities. We are not violating any guidelines. In fact, we have abided by Central Agency for Application for Filming and Performance by Foreign Artistes (Puspal) rules that also provides for guidelines on concerts to be held during the fasting month,” she said.
According to Puspal, concerts to be held during the fasting month must in a ‘closed’ venue.
“Genting Highlands is considered as a ‘closed’ venue. We have not done anything wrong,” said Liew.
Touted as a strong comeback for the band, the “Eternity Tour 2009” world tour concert will showcase old and new tunes
Friday, August 21, 2009
Teoh Beng Hock's Inquest.
It's getting to my nerves.
First, i did not care much about political issues and arena in malaysia. Now, i'm all worked up.
These bast*rds will just let this pass tru them and let it fade. isn't that all that's happening in malaysia? first altantuya, now teoh beng hock?
To start, this poor guy is about to get married with his fiancee. How on earth would he had even thought about commiting suicide???
When he said he did not as this was not needed in the case, Gobind asked: “So, you couldn’t tell if his shoes were too loose for him as you didn’t measure his feet. In this particular case the shoe was found far away from the body. How far was it?
(Teohs right shoe was off his feet when his remains were found.)
“I didn’t measure,” Dr Khairul Azman, who is a consultant pathologist with Klang Tengku Ampuan Rahimah Hospital, said.
Gobind: It’s good to measure isn’t it? You cannot tell us how the shoe got there. You are in no position to tell us!
Dr Khairul Azman: It could have come off when he fell.
Gobind then said that logically, if the shoe was tight, this would not have happened.
When he asked if there was a possibility that Teoh was thrown out first and then the shoe, Dr Khairul Azman replied: “Yes, there is a possibility.”
Gobind: In that case, it is indicative of a homicide. Did you address that possibility?
Dr Khairul Azman: Yes, there is a possibility.
Gobind: Did you test the shoe for fingerprints? Dr Khairul Azman: No
Gobind: Is it significant?
Dr Khairul Azman: Yes
Gobind: Why didn’t you do it?
Dr Khairul Azman: I expected the police to do it.
Gobind: But you didn’t get them to do it because it would have indicated a homicide. Were you covering it up?
Dr Khairul Azman: No, I am not covering up.
- quote from The Star Online
Then, it's the finger prints that do not match.
Then, it's the DNA that do not match!
And, OH! did i mention that they surprisingly DO NOT HAVE A CCTV on the 14th floor and 5th floor of Plaza Masalam??? but there are CCTV on any of the other floors?
It's so fucking impossible! unless these are all coverups and the trails are being washed off? wtf.
Best part of it all, the fucking chemist or watever did not even record the finger prints that was found on the window that he so called 'committed suicide' because it was incomplete???? these are all possible leads to to a possible homicide! fuckers!
Gobind: Is this mentioned in the report?
Insp Mazli: If the fingerprints are negative we don’t write it down.
Gobind then asked: “So, you can come to court and say anything about fingerprints and we can’t verify?”
Insp Mazli replied there was nothing if there were no fingerprints.
When Insp Mazli said that fingerprints were left when there was sweat from a person’s sweat cells, Gobind asked him if DNA samples could be obtained from these.
“The dusting powder will destroy the DNA and if swabbing is done before dusting, the fingerprint lines would be destroyed,” said Insp Mazli.
- quoted from The Star Online
How much planned are these things? OMG!
And now, there is a mystery letter that was sent by an MACC official that reached Gobind Deo's hands. Claiming the dos of a high official of MACC, Hishammudin Bin Hashim which I think it must not be looked upon lightly! It might not be signed off by anybody, but the contains are printed on a MACC letterhead! it is already a small sneak peak that this person who have written the letter are in the insides of MACC. How can a tom dick or harry are able to get the letter head? what? sneak himself into the buildings of macc at this moment in time and steal one letter head out and print the letter?
Do u even think that it is possible that the official who had written the letter would want his identity not disclosed as these could poise harm to him and his family??? Probably the reason on why it isnt signed off by a certain somebody!
I really do hope and pray that the death of Teoh Beng Hock would not be invain. The people that's involved in the murder in search of their greed of power and money would be taken to justice and be punished in the worst ever possible punishment.
And, tonight, I personally, proudly, met Tan Sri Dato' Sri Dr. Yeoh Tiong Lay from YTL Corporation n' shook hands with him! lol. damn proud man. lol. but no camera, so no picture :(
Incase to some people who actually do not know who Yeoh Tiong Lay is, please click on the link. And his son, Francis Yeoh, took over and became the Managing Director in 1988.
He was our Lifetime Achievement Awards winner for 2009.
All of the entrepreneurs were really warm and friendly. Unlike alot of those nasty, penny-less people that I've met along my line of job.
The aura that you get when you meet them is different! Their confidence shines through them and hits you on the face. I am happy to be apart of APEA 2009.
Meeting these successful entrepreneurs in one night is not enough for me to even know them all. They come from various age. From 20+ to 80+ years old. One similarity, all of them are successful confident entrepreneurs.
crazy ass people with the tons of alcohol!
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