I feeling so emo now.
and.. i think i know why. aih....
sienness tahap maximum.
somethings can really make such differences in life. like HUGE differences.
penat sial bekerja. not like I do not work. I WORK.
I do. but somehow or rather, most of the times it turns out as disappointment.
And, doing what I do, is like riding on an emotional roller coaster.
At one point, you get so aesthetic and so happy giving u the glow.
Next thing you know, u're down in a very deep ravine.
and u're not sure how do u climb back up.
My ride is so damn fucking bumpy with lotsa disappointments and hurt along the way.
I wish that I was the type of person that does not have high goals and passion in life. At least, less disappointment :)
They'll be happy with what's around them.
But, i know im not. and it's tough.
world out there that's bias and unpredictable.
God, give me strength and let me go through these.