Thursday, March 01, 2007

I-feel-like-a-fucking-looser

I feel like a fucking looser! I just screwed up in my BAT interview, did a small mistake, which I felt is kinda big n affecting the whole damn thing. Now, I really really feel like fuck! damnit!

I'll get my answer tomorrow from Amit, all I can do now is pray for the best. I fucking want a marketing job and it's damn fucking hard to get one. Screening after screening, stages after stages, and i screwed it up in the 3rd stage.

Even worst, when had a small chat with Amit before my interview, he told me.. they usually take people with CGPA of 3.2 and above. I was like.. wtf? I'm 3.14! damn! But, he told, yesterday.. out of the 8 interviewees, only 3 got tru.. and a guy with 3.8 got eliminated too.

*damn*

5 comments:

` said...

A person IS NOT considered a loser for not getting through an interview...A person only IS a loser when he/she believes he/she is...

Anonymous said...

passing by ur blog, but as melia says is definery true as well. Losers aren't defined, its you that defined yrself a loser. Get out from that mentality and there always another opportunity when u go along the way the road.

Beside, working for BAT means contributing to more ppl with health problems, man i hate tobacco companies....

n surprisingly, ur cgpa is same as mine!

` said...

walao chang ken fai reading ur blog man lat...muhahahahah...terkejut giler!!!

i tink its like the whole world oso know that melia=purple butterfly...purple butterfly=melia... wakakakakak....

chill la lat!! *hugz*

Stella said...

im trying to get over BAT! geez! failed stage 3. damn!

im more interested in my career den health problems thingy. coz those ppl who CHOSE to smoke, smokes because they chosed to! they had a choice. the ppl in BAT are just doing their work and making the profit for the co. What they do is to market it to people who are already smokers, despite their brand or competitors brand. they stil market in order to win smokers of other brands as well as retaining their own smokers. they didnt actually tell ppl to smoke u see.. they market, ppl choose. that's all. they aren't the bad guys anyway. lol. geez. y the heck m i siding for BAT when im not getting the job. damnit.

and yeah! ckf! tak sangka u read my blog!@ lol

Stella said...

and oh yeah, they even do say that smoking is bad for health. see, we can't stop the tobacco business, can we?