And I Don't Know Myself
I did something which I myself dont know if its right or not yesterday. It made me feel happier, it made me feel cared for. But somehow, I feel it's not really right. But if I listen to my heart, I don't feel anything is really wrong with it. You know.. my brain and my heart is contradicting. That's what I've being told and I felt it was true.
What if you had somebody which practically don't mean a thing? What if you had somebody who you call yours but its not really yours? What if you had somebody that you call yours when all the person does is to hurt you more and more?
It's either I stumble and fall again or I just go on as how life will be.
A lost soul with a disturbed mind in search of peace and beauty of life. Heal me, guide me. I need God.