Sunday, October 01, 2006

What if ...

I have crazy thoughts sometimes that can be really.. erhm....... crazy.

I was thinking to myself last Friday...

Each and everytime I make my trip back to my homie Melaka, I'll give my grandma a call to inform her that I'll drop by before I go home to my house in Bkt Beruang. And she'll go prepare dinner for me and sometimes for my frenz who are following my car as well. Just that last Friday, after speaking to my grandma over the telephone, I had this gush of feelings.

I was thinking to myself.. what if I never ever reached her house that night? What if something struck me along the highway and I was never able to make my way home? I was thinking and I couldn't imagine the pain they will go through if it happens.

Imagine cooking dinner for your grandchild and the next thing u know, she'll never come back for your dinner anymore. I duno why.. but I kinda sad when I had this thinking.

I told you I can have crazy thoughts sometimes.

Am I crazy?

16 comments:

~Sd^ said...

its true tat nething coukd happen but i tink u r crazy.. hehe ;)

anthraxxxx said...

no you're not crazy but i think you're mad. Touch wood!

-irodim- said...

choichoichoichoichoichoichoichoi!!

Actually, sometimes I have crazy similar thoughts like that too.

But..

choichoichoichoichoichoichoichoi!!

** stella ** said...

see. i'm not alone.

midori's crazy too.

:)

^PuRpLe BuTtErFlY^ said...

melia's imagination far more worse than yours..similar like fd2... miahahah..and not only accidents i imagined alot more stuff...

** stella ** said...

fd2 tu haper benda?

i imagine quite a lot of stuf. but that 1 in the entry juz struck me quite hard dat day and i duno why. weird shite.

tat's why i blogged bout it. uneasy shite.

anthraxxxx said...

Whenever I'm in a crowded area, I'm always terrified by the thoughts of suicide bombings.

** stella ** said...

lol. u're too bangkok-ish

anthraxxxx said...

hahaha bangkok-ish? Bang Kok Kok Kai got lah.

anthraxxxx said...
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** stella ** said...

wat u toking?
whos comment got delted?

anthraxxxx said...

dunno what's bang kok kok kai? Read bang in english and kok kok kai in cantonese.

Paham now?

^PuRpLe BuTtErFlY^ said...

fd2 = FINAL DESTINATION 2

** stella ** said...

isk u wan go bang kok kok kai mah go bang la. isk no nid do announcement.

oh fd2 :p

anthraxxxx said...

is there any announcement? I was merely commenting. You tak paham, so I explained. Announcement ka tu? :P

** stella ** said...

kira announcement la tu.
wakakaa