Counting the Days... 3, 2, 1...

It's Friday again! Kinda fast la this week but I'm already rotting. I am done with all my reports, given all my databases to AY, more of like left it on her table. Passed some files to Tzu-Sinn, and I guess that's bout it. I don't have anything much to hand over anyway.

I am left with 5 more days to my final day in KMDC inclusive of weekends and 8 days to Phuketttt!!!!! and 18 days to new job. :( I guess the new job's gonna drain my brain liquid to the driest it can go. Is that how u spell driest? lol. I fail English. :)

My current situation in the bank is so horribly terrible. Total income saved from work here doesnt even reach a 4-figure. gosh damnit. and the company owes me roughly bout 2K? damn. I'm poor-ed thanx to Phuket, gym and the 2K. Phuket killed about 1K and gym killed bout 2.8K++. Now, kill me.

Ms. Dumb Me actually sign on a contract with California Fitness erhm.. a 2 and half year platinum card holder contract. argh! But, come to think of it, it';s gona cost like RM90++ monthly which is alot cheaper den 155 monthly. And, rationally, I would need to exercise till God knows when. Unless Marie France is willing to sponsor me free treatment. *in my dreams* However, Exercise is good anyway! *sense some sour grape?*

It's about 10.30am. Teach me to kill time.

Quiet Morning

It took me like 1 hour plus to reach office today which usually will take me bout 40 minutes! Damn! the farking jam is so horrible today. Thanx to the 1 pajero and 2 kembara. argh! But I really do not understand the jam earlier that started before I reached Kepong! omg! Despite the jam, I still reach earlier than my boss. As usual. I was thinking to myself should I just go to mamak and have my breakfast first before entering office since even if I enter now, nobody will be there? Fyi, i reached office at about 9.10am. Then, I thought again. Why would I wanna pull down my attitude of punctuality to of hers? Note that 9.10am is due to the unusual crawl along LDP. It's 9.47am and she's not here yet. AY? She'll never be early. I've never seen her in office at 9am in my 6 months work here. lol. And, she's a manager???? lol. big joke. !@(#*!@(*@* X( I'm here in Damansara office today to pack my stuff and leave! Won't be coming back to this office unless needed. Will be reporting to work in KL Sentral for the last few days. The other Paramount staffs seems invisible to me. Or, is it the other way that I seem invisible to them? oh, fuck them. I'm leaving anyway.

Gotta go and pack my stuff and do my final reporting. Need to get signature for clearance and get my full claims. And my RM 621.70 claims has yet to reach Finance department. Blardi AY is still sitting on it. Damn! How long she's gonna take, I don't know. It was bad enough the length of time she sits on it when I'm here in office still serving this company. Once I leave, I guess it'll take even a longer time. Blardihell.

I met Chris yesterday. She's doing good and happy that she left KMDC. lol. Had a long bitching session focusing on AY. I can't help it! She's a disaster. Seriously. That explains why all of us leaving one by one with more to go. It is just a matter of time.

Till then. Peace.

A rush of emotions ...

Just felt a lil' .. hrm.. 'sentimental' for the night. Listening to music that lowers down my blood pressure and music that puts me into a deep relaxing mode. I'm listening to Kenny G at the moment. Don't ask me why, it happens once in awhile where you feel so ... happy + relax + erhm and sleepy. :p it's 1.04am now. Just something hit me that forced my fingers into typing www.blogger.com in the address bar.

I am left with exactly 5 working days in KMDC. It was a rather bad experience working with her but 6 months passed by quite fast. I have this mixed feeling of sad and happy. I am definitely happy that I will not ever have to see her face again but I am totally sadden that I am leaving my bunch of colleagues in KL Sentral. People that I've known and that have left foot prints in my heart. Faces that will always stay in memory that I've known these people in my short stay here. People like Alistair, Kavi, Mas, Sharm, Siauw Ing, and Uncle Noel are the few people that actually made a difference to me in that 6 months. I guess the resignation would be earlier if wasn't bcoz of their presence. They've listened to all my complaints, and listening to my complaints.. which are never ending, is a challenge. lol. Sharm, thanks for being there to always listen to me. :) appreciate that alot. These 5 days will be the fastest days that will pass by me in my half year stay here. Mon-Fri has always been a dreadful thing to me but these 5 days? lol. man, u'll see it on Tuesday. Plz prepare a box of tissue. I know I will bocor. Warning, I'm a cry baby. I'm serious.

I actually can't wait for Mas to get the hell back from Korea! Gosh, for heaven's sake, U'll be left like 2 days to see me! Would you like fly on the earliest plane back to malaysia? lol. oh, and I want my stuff! :p

Man, I'm so gonna miss you guys. :( I'm feeling it already. :(

PHUKET!!!

Phuket!!! Here I comeeeeee. Finally I'm out of Malaysia. Did my flight booking wit piggie today. Confirmed flying on the 4th Aug and will be back here on 7th Aug. 4days n 3 nites. :) Gonna spend a day in Phi-Phi Island.. watever that is.. piggie suggested it. I gonna stay in a resort by the name of Salathai Resort. :) exactly in front of Patong Beach! :) But the Resort is TBC la. to be confirmed. wil get the confirmation tomorrow morning! :) The pix above is Salathai Resortttttt :D man, i can't wait!!!!!

The pix on the right will be my roommmmm!!! not bad eik?
oh gosh, i really really can't wait to resign! Had a meeting with her today.. lol.. giving me this n that task.. haha which will all be Bye-bye in 2 weeks time :) well, obviously she havent come to know that I'm leaving YET. Not til this friday.. hehe. :) the big letter day! :)

Phuket phuket phuket... here i comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! i'm like blardi excited! lol. happens u know. :p hey, you dont need credit card anymore to book the flights online. Can be done tru auto debit with your bank account. Pandai company generate wang tunai. Gosh, i'm gona be so broke after this trip. Gotta eat oats for lunch again? :( lol. that;s the after story. What is more important is now! Excited giler! :D

Your First Name of: Stella

• Although the name Stella creates the urge to be reliable and responsible, we emphasize that it can cause a superior, interfering expression whose favorite expression is "I know" when not combined with a balanced last name.
  
• This name, when not combined with a balanced last name, can also frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses through worry and mental tension.
  
• Your name of Stella gives you a clever mind, good business judgment, a sense of responsibility, and an appreciation of the finer things of life.
  
• You are serious-minded and not inclined to make light of things even in little ways, and in your younger years you had more mature interests than others your age.
  
• Home and family mean a great deal to you and it is natural that you should desire the security of a peaceful, settled home environment where you can enjoy the companionship of family and friends.
  
• Whatever you set out to accomplish you do your very best to complete in accordance with what you consider to be right.
  

*Your full name creates the overall conditions in your life as well as your destiny. It is a very important factor. *

I stumbled upon this kabalarians thingy on Az's blog again. Az, you're the culprit.

Interesting stuff there but how true is it? Well, maybe partially. It's a money-making site anyway. Needed some cash to be flown into their account in order to have your last name report. Thus, I don't know if I have a 'balanced' last name or I don't. So far as my life has brought me, I guess it's an un-balanced one.

Kabalarians

:: Quoted ::

Work like you don't need the money.
Love like you've never been hurt.
Dance like nobody's watching.
Sing like nobody's listening.

I noticed this while browsing through Afdlin Shauki's blog, linked by Az's blog. I guess this is some kinda philosophy that I'll never and ever be able to follow for the rest of my life. Well, perhaps if I finally landed on a job that i lurveeeee. Current moment, I AM working for the money, and it's killing. Be in my shoe, and you'll know what I mean. Nobody ever really understand what I'm going tru. People think, it wouldn't be that bad being in here, but don't judge till you experience it yourself. I have my reasons and I have my problems that I face here.

How could someone love like they've never been hurt? Every experience hits a person hard and you'll never be the same again. Once hurt, it'll stay in the memory because one do not want to be hurt in the same way ever again.

Just a piece of thought.

Italian Training

No wonder they won. They've been trained to cheat!!!!!
Take a peep!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=0do5xlE9C_A&search=Italians%20training">Italian Training

Freaking Italians

I've been like MIA for the pass few days, due to my event in Hotel Equatorial KL. Didn't have any internet connection. Felt like out of touch from the world. :p lol. Was in the hotel since Monday and stayed there on Monday and Tuesday night. Monday was a zombie-ish day for me. Imagine watching footie, a 2am match but ended up at 5am due to the extra time and penalty case. Just to see the Italians won the damn match. Argh!

Materazzi has erupted the volcano in Zidane that caused Zidane to head-butt him. Poor Zidane. For nothing, my boyfren got a red card n being sent off the field. Thanx to Ma-ter-raz-zi. argh! I read the papers this morning that Matterazzi insulted Zidane's mum during the game that caused Zidane to act such way. How true, only both of them know. But, I guess it would have been something really horrible for Zidane to act that way. Blardi Italians. What a saddening situation during penalty kick with Zidane being sent off, Henry out, Ribery out, and the other good players and left the one and only Wiltord. hrmf.

A Broken Rainbow

I spend my day in KMDC today, trying to deal with a screwed up document for me to print the labels. The blardi Minolta machine is enough to drive my blood up to my brain. I never worked well with administrative stuff anyway which explains why I'm not a human resource executive or an admin executive, Tzu-Sinn will know why. lol. And the lady from EDS offered me a job as a PA to a big boss, joke ain't it? double lol.

Had a bad day today. Explains why Kelly asked why I'm extra quiet today. I felt like .. I don't know how to even put it into words.. juz like the title, like a broken rainbow. Something that is so beautiful and the next thing u know, it's broken. It's not even a crack, it's broken. Something so colorful combining all 7 colors juz breaks apart. It did, it did took a huge part of me today. A mind that couldn't sit still today and not not wonder and think more. Yes, I'm hurt, enough to make me cry. And yes, I'm jealous enough to even not stop thinking bout it. If those are the intentions, I believe you've passed with flying colors. If that's what makes you satisfied, be satisfied coz you did it.

Is it me or wat? I don't know. Where is the mistake? I wanna know. What was the point that cracked n broke the rainbow? Have I not given enough? Have I not cared enough? Or did I cared too much? I admit, I'm quite of a not-so-positive person, thus, assuming lots and you know it. I need to be informed and told that I'm assuming the wrong thing, but you never did. I am weak, very weak. I do assumptions and I make lots of wrong decisions alot bcoz I am not strong enough to even think positively in things.

Dislike me, hate me, regret knowing me but I'll never.

Yow Kin Choong! A happy happy birthday!

*knew him since i was like.. erhm.. 12++? Hated you during my first few months in st. david.. den became damn close frenz.. den ended up in my dad's tuition, and ended up being my dad's fren instead! n then ended up hanging together with others. :) miss the moments all of use to have alot. Take care and have a great birthday, drunkard! :p *

and.. the BRAZILIANS ARE GOING HOMEEEEEEEEE......

The Brazilians are going home! oh yay! especially Roberto Carlos. He is officially "packing his bag and go home" after tonite's match. :) Overconfident kills. There you go, home. :) Watch what you say Mr. Carlos. It comes true once awhile, like this time.

Zidane looking as gud as ever and playing as well as ever. Well, Ribery and Henry were good too. :D In conclusion, there were all good. haha.. juz bcoz i didn't like the Brazilian team thanx to their stuck-up attitude. gggrrrr...

England-Portugal match was rather boring. My eyes was like.. trying its best to be open. At the 90th minute, it was stil 0-0. With the extra half an hour, it was still 0-0. Till penalty... Portugal won 3-1. Ordered my nescafe tarik, and i bcame awake during the France-Brazil match.. and now, I'm blogging coz I can't really sleep. hrm...

Anyway, it was a gud 3am game :D .. so far.. paling 'chi kek' game i've watched in this period of world cup fever. :D

Guess I'll try to get to bed now. Nitty nites n sweet dreams! :)

1st July baby,

HAMBAKU, VINCENT TAN TAI WAI!!! HAPPY BURFDAE!!!! :D


AU KENN!!!!! Happy Birthday to you too!!!
*when you coming to KL pulak? Import all come here la. Started wit Hup.. den next you n den sukin :p lol.*


30th June babies,

Kee, Happy Happy Birthday!
* life will come smooth soon. Work and and strive for the best. May all of us succeed. Thanks for everything all these while, your advices and help and also those ears that always listens to me. Oh, and thanx for Yuen Steammie-boat! * :)


Shan, A Very Very Wonderful Birthday to you!
*hey shannie, it's all gonna be alright. Thanx for the treat earlier in Ohana. And you know it.. that I'm always your friend and I'm always there for you. So, cheer up! Ring me or watever, I'm there when u needed me k? :) Take care and flush down in the toilet that sourish face of yours. You look alot better with that smile on your face. :) Take care and see ya on the 26th! *

UNIVERSITY DAYS - GOOD OLD DAYS

I blardi miss uni life. Look at how much fun i used to have. Look at me now, stuck in a fucked up job in a fucked up organization with screwed up management. If only I could turn back time, I'll maximize my uni life. Suffering from depression now. Picture above taken in Taman Negara where I nearly got killed. :p
Thanx to Dal I'm still alive! and thank God I didn't kill him! :p The 4 girlz in the pic are my group of friends that I know since first year of Uni and they had been my closest group of frenz during uni life. :)

The cleaning-up process in Grace's house after an episode of steamboat havoc with Fa Ming and that gang. MAN! I TOLD YA I MISSED UNIVERSITY DAYS!!!!! argh. The pix itself shows how much fun we had! grrrrrr! That's Mien, Me, WeiLee, Amelia, Tat and Grace from left to right. :)

Cockitional Mathematics

An equation that you will never find in any mathematics or arithmatics book.

Pure Sales Person = Big Time Cock Talker

YOU'RE FIRED!


How I really, really and REALLY wish that she gets that from Dato' CQ one day. I'll jump in joy and happiness, cheered by certain people which names shouldnt be mention here.

You're Fired! .. ahh.. how sweet does that sound if it's directed to her. :)

The company will be blessed with peace and joy with the disappearance of her.

May you be fired soon. Well, you know it, it's a matter of now or later. :)

We all know what you did.

Differences of Managers

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S-A-L-E-S

I hop into JVC Electronics today and met 2 Japanese, Mr. Murata & Ms. Rika. They are like 2 of the nicest people I've met ever since I stepped into the marketing world. Very, very nice and humble people. Murata is the Director for Administration of JVC and Rika is the Snr Officer Accounts.

I had a discussion that lasted for about an hour and we came to a decision that they will be sending an amount of about 20++ pax. Rough estimation of 23 examinees, my commission will be RM12 x 23 = RM276 , fucking little but better than nothing.

RM 12 per examinee? WTF? Live with it, moron! You asked for it, who the heck
asked you to join this company?

That's what I tell myself. To appear more humble, I WAS MISINFORMED during interview, which explains why I took the job that pays RM12 per sign-up while leaving behind a job that pays RM350 per sign-up. Oh, how dumb can I be? Very, I guess.

Well, at least I had achievement in TOEIC as compared to the m-a-n-a-g-e-r. Is that how you spell manager? lol. Such a proud thing to make a remark on, a m-a-n-a-g-e-r that doesnt even know his/her own product and who becomes so 'chuak' when there's no one else to handle but herself. Why 'chuak'? Obviously, it's bcause he/she knows nothing bout it! As simple as A B C. A m-a-n-a-g-e-r who gotta turn to his/her employee on the early bird pricing of her/his OWN product when questioned by clients over the telephone. How respectful.

Money is not Everything?

A phrase that's so questionable. Is money really not everything? I gave a deep thought about it today. Adding from what Amelia told me today, I even disagree more to the statement. Money might not be everything, but money is almost everything. hrmf.

I went to the dentist today, did some scaling n mending n i was bombarded. I became superbly broke in a minute. RM210 - stated on the bill. Well, obviously, I needed money at that time to keep my teeth in good condition. Another thing, money can't buy health? Are you sure of the statement? Your body alone is not good enough, you ALWAYS need supplements, and supplements = money, and they are not cheap. You go for health check, are the doctors not charging? Nah, they are charging a HUGE fee. I had an op 3 years back removing some not-too-sure what was it, a HUGE fee was charge, again. If money can't buy health, I might be suffering worst condition.

If money is not everything, how do I get a place to stay? I need money for my rental, or I might have to sleep under the bridge. If money is not everything, why do people start businesses? To gain problems and headache? *rolls eyes* If money is not everything, how do I pay my bills? Live on debts? If money is not everything, how do I repay my study loan? If money is not everything, why do even all of us go to work while facing some fuckers in office? If money is not everything, how do I eat and drink? And if love and health is everything, why do people in certain countries suffer from poverty?

Money IS everything.

The faces above are among the life and blood of KMDC.

From left to right : Sharm, Tzu-Sinn, Nicole, Mellissa(resigned), Chris(resigned), Chean Hu, Uncle Noel, Me, Mien, Kooi Chin, Kelly Clarkson, Boon(AY's best friend), Bitch, Ong (resigned) and Alistairrrrr.

There are others who's not in the pic: Kavi, Mas, Siauw Ing, Terence, Ben, Lena, Raj, ShuYi, Joanne. Erhm.. anyone else?

Images of the Dark Side



As I promised..

so u see..

dat's the screwed up bitch and that's our Mr. SY Wong, the MD for KMDC. He's the angelic guy who's old and yet he sees things in a wide perspective. A very wise gentleman that is rich with knowledge.

On the other hand, is the bitch who earns like hell and not contributing a single shite. I wonder why is KMDC still hiring her. Useless piece of shit. See her figure in the picture , isn't it a lil' unstable? Explains why i said she is demonized? lol.

I know, i know! my drawing is horrible! wahahha.. but u've got the idea rite? it ain't that bad afterall :p

This pix is taken during the MOU signing ceremony with David BALDerson, obviously the only white guy there with the other high-ranked people except the female beside him. Konon-high-ranked.
That's Chean Hu(Fin. Mgr), Valentino (Biz Dev Mgr-resigned), Mien (ED), Dato Teoh (Paramount Director), David, Bitch, Dr. Wong(MD), Sherliza(Corp Sales Mgr-resigned) and Mr. Lim (HR Dir)
and me? outside the room. *rolls eyes*