U.n.s.u.r.e.

I'm unsure.

About.

How I'm feeling right now.

It's almost 5am.

I can't sleep.

There's this.

Mixture of feeling in me.

And

I'm not sure what is it.

A lil' bit of missing.

And a lil' bit of bitterness.

And, I don't know why.

And, I don't know what is it.

I don't feel calm.

I feel torn apart.

And, again.

I don't know why.

Can I ever figure it out?

Can I be enlightened?

Or, rather.

Will I ever figure it out?

Or

Will I ever be enlightened?

I wonder.

And

I really wonder.

Stella